Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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Thursday, January 31, 2013

Hello there(:
It's been a very long time since I visited this site haha.
Initially,
I had wanted to simply abandon blogger and go for wordpress instead.
But because I haven't exactly figured how to go about using wordpress,
I decided to just hold the idea there,
for now kekeke(:

I know it's been a while,
but I haven't given up on blogging.
It's just that sometimes when the inspirational juices start flowing,
I don't get the time to write.
And when I finally do,
the juices had stopped flowing haha.
And so,
many posts which were supposed to be here,
aren't >.<
Well,
it's always been a practice of mine to write a conclusive post at the end of each year to sum up the main events which made an impact in my life.
But I realized,
(in addition to the fact that I haven't got much time to write due to attachments)
there's just too much to write about last year.
So many events that left us heartbroken,
and while some of us are still in the process of healing,
some others have emerged stronger than before.
I don't know where I stand in this case,
but I guess even when the scars on the flesh seem to have healed,
the bleeding heart would need a longer time to recover.

But on the bright side,
2013 began as a new start for most of us.
As they said,
"Change is the ever constant in life",
and essentially,
all of us will need time to adapt to these changes,
but it doesn't mean the memories will be left behind.
So I'm just striving for a brand new beginning;
to work hard to make each day worthwhile.
Of course,
it's always "easier said than done".
Who can really be without sadness?
But if there's one thing I can be sure of,
I'm sure of this:
That there wouldn't be a sadness that would last forever.
Tomorrow can be better,
if we want it to.

Read and learnt of many sad news lately.
And just days before,
many lives were lost in Singapore.
As I headed for school,
I saw 4 or 5 ambulances either rushing to or parked outside NUH.
Some of them may never walk out again.
But then again,
life is a very fragile thing.
As some people die,
others live.
And maybe we ought to pity those who are still living,
that some of them are voided of love, kindness, and forgiveness,
and they can't seem to live their lives without violence, frustration, and anger.

I end this post with a heavy heart.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;