<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

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    DESIGNER: ice angel


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    Wednesday, June 27, 2007


    urghh.
    i just received my reward for eating too much heaty stuff- 2 ulcers.
    lolx.
    they're killing me.
    hurts so much hao mahh.
    i can't even eat food the proper way.
    awww.
    what's worse.
    chinese oral tomorrow.
    *panics*
    i'm like nervous luhh.
    it would be weird if i'm not lolx.
    and heard it's two invigilators ehh.
    i seriously prefer one on one lehh.
    just hope i don't kill myself by stammering.
    and i've gotta be quarantined for a definite 40 minutes plus.
    without anything ehh.
    no eye-contact, nope, nothing at all.
    great.
    it's gonna be hard to suppress my urge to talk.
    for 40 minutes at least ehh.
    bleahx. >.<

    to all taking the oral tomorrow,
    goodd luckk!

    and to me, myself and i,
    don't you commit suicide by stammering.

    hahax.
    takkaires all. ^^

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Monday, June 18, 2007


    o.O
    slacking much.
    lolx.
    and that's not a good thing ehh.
    but seriously.
    there's so much distractions luhh puh-lease.
    like da tv.
    and mah vcds.
    that COMFY bed of mine.
    this computer here.
    and my temptation to hang out.
    but apparently i've been carrying out self-control huhh.
    on da bright side.
    i completed much of da homework.
    *relieved*
    and on the dull side.
    we've got maths homework today.
    great. -.-"
    anyways.
    i've got SORE THROAT.
    BAD SORE THROAT.
    SERIOUS SORE THROAT.
    and it's pretty.
    yeahh right.
    pretty awful. -.-"
    and awfully painful.
    lolx.
    it came after i ate KFC.
    and after some chocolates yesterday luhh.
    in any case,
    it just hurts much.
    *moans*
    now nothing into contact with my throat tastes good.
    awww. >.<

    andand.
    thankyou buddy!
    should i ever go to new zealand,
    i'll bring you back a cow.
    you know, the one that feeds on grass.
    lolx.
    no matter,
    i like it luhh. ^^

    and also thankyous to
    SOOK YING,
    SHIRLEY,
    JIN WEN
    and
    WEIJIE. ^^
    love the prezzies much. ^^

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Tuesday, June 12, 2007


    THANKYOU ADE FERR DA CARD.
    I received lerhs!!!
    it's very sweet of you luhh. ^^

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Monday, June 11, 2007


    went out ferr el proj today.
    yeahh.
    1/10 of da time was spent on da proj nahh.
    while da other 9/10 was on...
    err...
    shopping?
    lolx.

    anyways.
    thankyou:
    BUDDY.
    QI.
    QIAN.
    LYNETTE.
    CINDY.
    ADE.
    SOOKYING.
    CHARMAINE.
    SHIRLEY.
    XINJUAN.
    CHENG.
    JINWEN
    ZHIXIAN.
    ERVIN
    YANGMENG.
    CHUAN LIANG.
    AIKSONG.
    WEIXIAN.
    IVAN.
    JUNHAO.
    ROYSTON.
    ALVIN.
    ferr da birthday greetings on 100607. ^^

    and here's my cake.
    yumm yumm. >.<

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    my very big card from andy; alicia. <333

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    hunnybear from mad; junhao.
    xiexie luhh. ^^

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    bearr from a friend of ivan. >.<

    seriously.
    i've got so many ke ai bears on mah bed that i think i needa bigger bed lerhs.
    hahax. ^^

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    BigDooDoo; from ivan himself.

    and lastly.
    i thank ivan ferr his great effort last night.
    it was really sweet.
    i received this at 9 plus last night.

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    it was taken from my corridor, on da eleventh storey of my block.
    and yes.
    those are candles on the ground floor, next to da playground. ^^
    xiexie ni luhh ivan. ^^
    it is really really nice of you.
    *clap clap*

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Saturday, June 09, 2007


    hehex.
    much to post today huhh.
    but firstly,
    A BIG BIG THANKYOU TO:
    MUMMY
    BUDDY
    SHU YEE
    QIAN
    CHARMAINE
    IRA
    CHENG
    JINWEN
    AIK SONG
    STEVEN
    ERVIN
    KAWEI
    GEORGE
    for the best birthday ever.
    *blessed*
    and i love the prezzies. ^^

    da cards.
    lolx.
    all of which were very heartwarming. ^^

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    from buddy

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    from shu yee

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    from char; ira; qian

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    from cheng

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    now ya see me.

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    now ya don't. >.<

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    and this is from george ^^

    heys.
    thanks again ferr everything huhh.
    da prezzies; da surprises; and da friendship. ^^
    love you guys so much ^^

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Tuesday, June 05, 2007


    HAPPY BELATED BURFDAY TO SOOK YING! ^^
    hope you're happy ^^

    ermm.
    yeahh.
    by the way.
    the commotion in my tagboard is over.
    so stop arguing huhh.
    case closed ~ ^^

    anyways.
    chem lesson today.
    and ended with an additional homework.
    great. [and i mean it in a sad way huhh]
    what's more.
    i haven't even figured out howta deal with that Laos thingy.
    of all places Laos.
    grrrrr. >.<

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;