Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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2E1`05 4E1`07
NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Monday, April 13, 2009

My longing for you feels stronger today...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Friday, April 10, 2009

gosh...
it's high time i update.
or some may not remember that i even have a blog lol. XD

for one thing,
im heading for interact camp tomorrow,
all the way to sunday.
yepp.
a camp on saturday and sunday.
how do you even link those words together?!
so much for a long weekend man.
it's even shorter than a normal weekend can. >.<
so im gonna hafta at least chiong finish 2/3 of my workload by today.
and what's worse is, it's tutorial week,
meaning a surge in new tutorials.
不 chiong 完不睡觉~
not a very pleasant thought.
okay.
i regret slacking off last week.
bleah. >.<
but it's not like i could help it...
and even now when im using the computer,
im using it to get the tutorial answers for complex numbers,
which weren't uploaded -.-"
or did i not manage to find?!
but im quite certain i went to the right places.
nevermind.
i shall carry on with other stuff then.
something like breakfast...
time management girl.
time management.

and...
something heavy's been on my mind lately,
something difficult for me to digest.
and something i don't even know how to express.
the news certainly came as a shock.
yet with time and with further thinking last night,
i think it's probably best that we do not probe further and leave things as they were.
it is my personal feel that it may be better this way,
rather with guesses and assumptions.
and whether he wants to reveal anything,
it should be his decision.
but no matter the answer,
so as long as he's happy, it's all that matters already.

anyway,
i was just told that we're heading to my grandma's place today.
gosh.
byebye people.
time feels like diamonds today.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;