Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Friday, February 27, 2009

today i was convinced that life indeed has its fair share of unjust.
so much had happened lately and words alone just don't seem to be the right way to put it.
perhaps personal experience will help us better comprehend.
perhaps the absence of it is why so many of us could not fully understand what sort of crap another had to withstand.
perhaps this is why we never had much to consider when we hurt one another.
and perhaps this is what had landed me here, now...

i was onboard the bus today returning home when i got lost in thoughts and the next thing i knew,
i missed my stop.
so i had to alight and return to my stop again.
and for some reason, at that point, i saw that life is somewhat like a bus ride.
sometimes you get so lost you forget to get off the bus and when you finally realise,
you're already somewhere else.
you meet the wrong people, you do the wrong things, and then you regret not looking...

i remember that as a child,
i wanted so much to grow up,
to gain my freedom,
to explore the world outside my own shelter,
to see people,
to experience life.
i thought life simply revolves about 喜乐.
i had no idea of 怒哀.
that was then, when i whined about how much i wanted to grow up.
and when i actually did, i see a picture far off from what i had originally painted in my head.
人生原来有喜怒哀乐, 原来有生老病死...
people come and go, some just earlier than others.
i never had to face this when i was five...

i am amazed at those who face continual adversities in the eye.
yet i feel so heartwrenching at the same time.
there's so much i want to do, yet there's so much beyond me.
我唯希望在狂风暴雨之后, 能有彩虹的出现, 而在往后的每一天, 只有晴天...

people, 加油

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Monday, February 23, 2009

WET WET WET~
for the first time in what appeared to be a long long time,
it rained.
and very heavily for that matter.
and two heroes went under the rain today as soon as it started pouring.
the two heroes were ade and 本人 -.-"
no umbrellas no nothing.
so for the entire journey it was us and the rain and the strong strong wind. >.<
because apparently i can't run over to the busstop opposite jj without being soaked like a chicken,
i took the bus down to huayi busstop there with ade,
ran over to the opposite busstop and there emerged two soaked chickens.
it was drip drip drip drip drip drip...
and when i board the bus i feel like an alien.
the wettest one around.
i daren't even sit lol.
blah. >.<
and yes yes,
my lil sis came down to fetch me at the busstop lol. ^^
i thought it was a rather exciting experience lol.
i will love to be under the rain if not for my uniform, my tie, my shoes, my bag......
and now the sun comes out like there never was a rain...
anyway,
i had chem spa this morning.
and somehow i feel oddly calm today.
no screwups.
and in control.
that's a good thing.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Saturday, February 21, 2009

ah yes.
it's about time i update.
it's not that i dont want to previously.
i just didnt know how to go about doing so without touching on certain things.
anyway,
i can finally load up photos again:
photos taken on cny -.-"

-The End-

You played your cards well.
I give you credit for that.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Sunday, February 01, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUANLIANG~
colourful ehh?
hahax. XD

-With All My Heart, Alina ;