Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

LEAVE

2E1`05 4E1`07
NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

DOWN MEMORY LANE

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DESIGNER: ice angel

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

saturday night...

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<333

a lighted tree lolx.

buddy's lantern

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Your relationship with her/him : mah QIAN-ER
Your five impressions of her/him : potential cat-abuser i believe; thoughtful [i remember the chocs huhh qian. ^^p and what happpened after i ate them >.<]; understanding -.-"; shy shy ; a happy girl ^^
The most memorable thing she/he had done for you : i don't remember lehh. Lolx. hao luhh. bringing me consolation+chocolates when i was down and out.
The most memorable words he/she had said to you : "HAHAHAHAHA..." ['cause she's always laughing with/at me -.-"]
If she/he becomes your lover, you will : become a lesbian. -.-"
If she/he becomes your enemy, you will : that's hardly possible.
The most desired thing you want to do with her/him now is : study! -.-" hang out nahh.
Your overall impression of her/him : a worthy friend ^^
How do you think people around you will feel about you : feel good yeahh.
The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is : all of it. *satisfied*
The characteristic(s) you hate of yourself is : that i don't really consider studying a hobby.
The most ideal person you want to be: mahself.
Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :
- buddy [that's four quizes on your list]
- char
- george
- jin wen
- madeleine
- qian
- wendy
lolx.
i'm out of people.
but seven's enough though. >.<

AND ANYWAYS.
i've fallen in love with fang yang de xing xing.

lin zhi ying <333
i'm all over that boyish look luhh. ^^

andand.
the next big thing on mah list would be candlenight!
FUN. i'm coming ferr you. ^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Friday, September 14, 2007

was surfing the net when i came upon this pic.
simple yet empowering.
the first rays;
the sunrise.
i wanna watch...

and before i end this post,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REUBEN!!!

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Thursday, September 13, 2007

okays.
i'm in a "do quiz" mood.
so...

5 things in bag:
: chem file
: chem text [it's quite obvious i haven't pack]
: foolscap
: calculator
: pencil case

5 things in wallet:
: neoprints!
: IC
: ezlink
: $$$
: member cards; popular etc

5 favourite things at your home:
: MP3 <333
: handphone
: my FLATscreen computer lolx
: mah bed
: all my toys, gifts, prezzies, cards and accessories >.<

5 things you want:
: good results ferr the o's
: more cash -> more shopping
: more outings
: holiday!
: all to be happy :)

5 things that you're doing right now:
: listening to music [Everytime We Touch by Cascada <333]
: posting -.-"
: ordering my sister to shower LOLX
: surfing the net for HSM pics =X
: thinking of dinner

5 people i want to tag
: i
: don't
: do
: saboing
: today =D

LOLX.
i wanna watch movie lehh.
esp. after seeing da post on mad's bloggy.
rat-a-too-ee!
hmm.
anyways.
spent mah four hours of lockdown playing cards.
shithead.
weird name ferr a game lolx.
then murderer.
and polar bear.
and sat on da cold hard floor till mah legs are so damn numb.
and yeahh.
i dreamt that i was playing cards in my afternoon sleep lolx.
guess i'll end here.
amaths and el papers tomorrow.
kambatte!!! ^^

the pieces don't fit anymore.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away, yeah

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

catchy one hahs.
couldn't stay long.
i'll do that sabotage thingy some other time mad >.<
lolx.
anyways.
i feel so loved today. ^^
and HSM2 rawks.
ZAC!!!

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

*sniff-sniff*
i'm sick.
stupid flu.
and thanks to da cold i've gotta stay indoors.
*moans*
eeews.
anyways.
i went out with buddy yesterday. ^^
yeahh.
so much for "shop till you drop" huhh.
had fun anyways. ^^

BUDDY and KID ^^

signing off...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;