Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

Thursday, March 31, 2011

JYJ from 東方神起

BABY MAKES ME HAPPY^^

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

When even ice cream becomes tasteless,
you know there's a serious problem-
TIME TO CHANGE BRAND!
Zzz.
I was having this crazy urge for ice-cream earlier and I don't know why but back in my head I kept thinking that there's Haagen Das icecream at home.
So I fled home, bouncing with excitement,
only to find out that, in my horror,
there's no Haagen Das icecream -.-"
So in the end I ate icecream from a tub which looks pretty disgusting as it was left there for a while now >.< How very very unsatisfying >.<

Anyway today's my (self-declared) last day of school!^^
Hahaha.
I'm not being a bad girl for skipping lecture tomorrow.
Hmmm maybe I am.
But there's only one lecture tomorrow and it's on maternaity,
which makes being a good girl a little difficult.

I woke up this morning to a very special message which goes like this:
Dear Sister, thank you. Thank you for all the joy and laughter you have given me.
Thank you for all the times we have spent laughing and just going nuts.
Thank you for all the support you have given me and for caring when no one else would.
I'm sorry for all the times I hurt you,
for all the times I did what I shouldn't have or didn't do what I should have.
I know you were always there for me and loving me.
Thank you.
If there was one thing I would want to do when I grow up,
it would be to tell you all about antelopes when you can't sleep to always get up and talk to you whenever you can't sleep.
Will you still continue to look for me?
Thank you Jie, for thepast 14 years of joy, crazinesss and laughter.
I couldn't have asked for a better sister.
I love you Jie.

Honestly,

my first reaction when i received this message was "What's wrong with this girl?",

cause my sister isn't one to show her emotions,

and for her to send something like this,

it's indeed a little hard to get by.

(Though it's even harder to receive something like this from Andy.

I'm still waiting for his by the way XDD)

But yeahh,

the intended joy and happiness I was meant to feel at that moment became worry instead.

I was worried if she had encountered problems along the way,

cause as I said,

she isn't one to display her feelings,

and even if she did encounter anything,

she wouldn't say.

Now as I come to think of it,

among the 3,

I'm actually the most outspoken one,

as in, I'm open to talk about issues like feelings.

For the other 2,

I don't remember much occasions whereby we shared feelings with one another,

and i'm hoping there'll be more of such opportunities in the future.

My sister.

I must admit,

there were times of jealously,

on my side that is.

I'm jealous of how she can talk about games with Andy and making me feel left out.

I'm jealous of how she's able to get the things I didn't have when I was her age.

I'm jealous of how she needn't undergo some of the crap i underwent when I was her age.

Maybe it's just a girl thing?

That we get all over each other sometimes.

But, I cannot deny, that at the end of the day,

we do love each other,

just in a different way.

Alicia is the family member I say "I love you" the least to.

She's also the family member whom I can relate most to.

Perhaps we've come to a mutual understanding that such words need not be exchanged in our relationship.

We just need to be there for each other, at the right time.

I remember there were nights when I couldn't fall asleep and I would call out to her:

"Are you asleep?"

"Nope."

"Can you talk to me, I can't fall asleep."

And she would tell me all about animals according to the alphabetical order.

We would always stop at antelopes as I would have fell asleep even before she could get on to the animal which name starts with the letter B.

This is our relationship.

I remember just last year,

on the night before her knee operation I went to visit her.

I cried and told her who would tell stories to me when I couldn't fall asleep since she was not at home.

I could see the tears in her eyes but she tried not to cry.

She said when I'm back I'll tell you all about the antelopes again.

This is our relationship.

Sometimes she's more of an elder sister to me than I was to her.

She would ask if I've eaten and would offer to cook if I hadn't.

She would sit and listen to my problems even when I knew I was getting irritating.

This is our relationship-

a relationship where we need not say as much "I love yous" as we feel in our hearts.

I'm also sorry,

for not being good enough,

and for keeping you back sometimes.

And no,

I need not look for you,

for I know you'll always be there.

I love you dear.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I feel good(:
Just completed round one of revision for A&P,
will be heading off to complete round 2 later on in the afternoon(:
And right now I'm just gonna reward myself with a 3 hour break time hahaha :DD
But being the hardworking me,
I'm also using this period to check up on my PBL research.
Lol.
Actually I kinda hope tomorrow ends quickly,
which also marks the beginning of a long weekend,
before the start of my clinicals next week omg.
It feels like only just a few days ago when I said my clinicals are a few months away.
Time flies and we're now in April-.-"
April's gonna be as busy as March was I guess.
With the exams coming up and the attachment period,
I doubt I'll be getting much free time either.
But on a positive note,
the holidays will come, slowly but surely haha.
And I'll be looking forward to that.
All the chillouts, TGIFs, travelling, dramas will all come.
Right now I just hope I'll be able to get all that knowledge into my head by tonight and do well for the paper tomorrow >.<
Then it's playtime for 3 days before 2 weeks of attachment >.<
I'm hoping it'll all turn out well.
*Fingers crossed*

Hahaha I'm slowly losing the mood of using the laptop thanks to a growling stomach.
But my food's not gonna turn up until 30 minutes later.
Lol.
I'm just gonna leave and check out what's on TV then.
Byeeeeee~ ^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

If one person says one thing about you, you can choose to ignore.
But if more than one persons say the same about you, you really should reflect on yourself.
I don't have the right to interfere in your life,
neither do I want to bother.
Just a word of advice,
if you want to be respected,
you probably should think about how to be a better person.
This will be the last time I'm blogging about you
because at the end of this full stop,
I'll no longer bother myself with anything about you.
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Yay I'm home after attending a 4 hour lecture on Law & Ethics >.<
The lecturer today was simply awesome XDD
Love the way she gave the lecture and surprisingly,
I was alert and awake throughout the lesson,
which is actually rather hard to get by these days.
3 words: She's the bomb~

Gonna be studying for my A&P test for the rest of the day.
So till next time,
take care people!^^
I'm in a splendid mood today hahaha XDD

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Monday, March 28, 2011

You lousy fella.
Yes you.
I bet deep down you know what you are.
And I feel very sorry for you indeed.
I was once blind but now I've opened my eyes.
And I thank the heavens I wasn't too far behind your little sweet lies.
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Had my skills assessment this morning and all I can say is,
I suck big time T.T
Even after the countless practice and revision,
disappointment's what I brought home with.
Sian TTM.
And right now I just wanna sleep.
Ohh God damn it.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Saturday, March 26, 2011

I'm thankful that all has went well.
Do take care during this period of time.
God bless.

Lol.
I've been feeling this sense of loss from the moment I woke up.
In fact the feeling's lingered around me since last night,
I brought the troubles with me to sleep,
and ended up not being able to sleep well T.T
I lost count of the number of times I awoke last night and coaxed myself back to sleep again.
Ais.
I want a getaway someday.
And perhaps cut off all communication with everyone for a while.

Anyways today's a busy day for me.
I'm gonna study for my practical skills afterwards and I probably won't be home for the rest of the day.
Come to think of it tomorrow's gonna be a busy day too haha XDD

Shall end here then.
Won't be coming in anytime soon.
Take care!:DD

The boy's feeling the loneliness in Thailand. LOL XDD

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Thursday, March 24, 2011

You'd text me when I'm not around in lecture.
You'd ask if I'm okay.
And when I said I'm skipping class,
you'd say I haven't been a good girl.

I haven't been good.
But not because I skipped class;
You remember I don't take spicy food even though I've only said it once.
You remember the days I give tuition even though I've only told you once.
You would question my bruised finger.
You would question if I had ate.
You would ask if everything's okay.
You would ask if I've got anything to say.
You would wipe my tears away,
even though sometimes it may not be the best way.
You would wait for me to speak instead of insisting.
You would pat me on the head.
In front of me, you'll hide your fears away.
You knew it was a lie but yet you accepted it all.
You protected me,
but what did I do for you...

All these time I thought I was the only one hurting.
All these time I had not really looked at you properly,
had not asked you the questions I should,
had not shown the same concern for you as you did for me.
It wasn't until right now,
did I realize the hurt in my heart has stopped,
perhaps long ago,
because I had you.
Because in a way you bore it for me,
by showing me I could be loved again.
I didn't know you've got so much to face,
and all you're doing is bearing it in,
bearing it in all on your own.
You wouldn't tell me,
or perhaps I had not bothered to know in the first place.
I have to admit that towards you,
I have been too selfish.
Always been on the receiving end and you're always the one who has got to think for me.

And even when I was messaging you the joke earlier,
I couldn't stop the tears from falling.
I do care for you,
and I want to care for you.
Knowing that you're on your own makes my heart hurt,
and I came to realize that no matter the obstacles ahead,
no matter how heavy the burdens there is to carry,
I want to share them with you,
as a good friend.

The tears fell not because I realize I have feelings for you,
but because I realize even after trying, I couldn't feel anything.
I wish it had been different.
I wish there were things I could change.
This time, I really do.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

So cute so cute so cute!^^
Hahahaha
Yours truly is in a fantabulous mood right now YAY! ^^p
Started the day at 5.50am and I was so sleepy I almost banged my head on the door when I was on the way out.
Wouldn't be my first time but anyway, that's not the point haha!
The point is,
somehow I had a feeling it'll be a great day ahead^^
So had my shower, grabbed my breakfast and left home.
The first thing that made my day goes like this:
I entered the lift this morning with 4 other people;
an adult man, an aunty, a boy around 11 years old as well as his mother.
The man was the first to enter the lift but he did not bother to press the "open" button and the door shut, hitting the aunty who was on her way in.
Of course, this isn't the thing that made my day.
I was kinda pissed with that man actually.
But you know what, the kid placed his hand at the door to stop it from closing and let the aunty come in.
I thought that was really sweet of him(:
It just made that man look even more stupid than he already is-.-"
And later on the kid pressed the door for me as I stepped out of the lift.
Being the courteous me, I said "Xie xie"
And to my surprise he actually said "Bu yong ke qi"
A smile just flashed across my face.
I think it's the most natural smile I had ever given anybody,
like it wasn't forced or pretend.
Honestly, well-mannered people are really, really likeable.
I feel so sorry for the man, you pathetic worm, you lost to a kid less than half your age -.-"

The second thing that made my day:
A student gave up his seat for an elderly woman in the bus this morning.
Okay, I know it's not all that great,
but I like seeing such kind acts;
makes me happy(:

The third:
Andy came down to the busstop to help me carry my 5kg book back home today(:
Although it's a simple act and it probably doesn't mean anything to him,
it made me happy too^^

And number 4:
I had a great lunch today!!!^^
One of the best this week hahaha
Laksa + Jolly Shandy = Awesome stuff LOL
Satisfying.
Satisfying^^

Number 5:
I'm finally done with NUR1116 Critical Analysis and Synthesis!!!
Ohmygodsun!
Been feeling so guilty about not having it done yesterday >.<

My Number 6:

Cappuccino Kiss~
Awww my KIM JOO WON~
I haven't caught up on the next episode yet but yeahh,
he's been on my mind the whole day hahaha XDD

Number 7:

Isn't it awesome how I save the best for last?
My boy's in Thailand^^

CUTE TTM!
(^_^) you like this right hahaha XDD
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LEHH~

OOOOOOhhhhhh I'M HERE!XDD

My sweet love.

Might as well post this too:

Presenting to you- Junsu's cat, LEO

AND PRESENTING TO YOU- THE MAN HIMSELF.
LOL.
Like owner, like pet -.-"

This photo almost made me fall for Kim Junsu >.<

Lastly,

Yoochunnie!^^
Working hard on his script.
I'll be looking forward to your new show!:DD

These are taken during the Choir Concert on Sunday^^

NURSES<333

Awesome night out yay!

I'm so happy today^^
And I feel it everywhere,
it's one of the best feelings ever,
and I wish this magic will never end-
the magic created by all the awesome people in my life,
from a stranger to a family member(:

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

LOL!

Just completed my "Relaxation therapy" Assignment.

I feel so dumb talking into the phone,

giving instructions on how to relax.

LOL.

I think it's more like laughter therapy-.-"

I hope my lecturer don't listen and die-.-"

Anyways,

me is so tired T.T

Had to drag myself outta bed this morning,

cause the weather's so crazy awesome.

I would love to snuggle deep underneath my blanket and just lay there till forever >.<

Spent over 3 hours in the Nursing Skills Lab to hone on my practical skills.

We've got a skills assessment next Monday and that one die die must pass,

or I won't be able to go for my attachments,

speaking of which is next next week OMG~

Every time when it comes to attachments I have mixed feelings.

I feel happy 'cause I get to enter a new environment and learn new things yes,

but also sad cause attachments are pretty draining.

And I've got exams coming up after the 2-week attachment>.<

So stressed! Bleahh.

BUTTTTT!

Being the fairly optimistic me,

will always have something to keep me going hahaha!

And this is one BIG thing LOL.

JYJ's concert will be after my attachments heheh!

I'll work hard till the day I see you KJJ~

I've been pretty gaga over Hyun Bin lately too.

LOL.

But I doubt I'll have time to catch up on another episode tonight.

Gonna go give tuition and write up 2 journal reflections,

perhaps late late late tonight?

Hahahaha XDD

So bye for now, I'm off to shower^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Sunday, March 20, 2011

I'm afraid.

I don't know what's in your mind.

I guess I had never knew.

From the beginning everything's a mystery,

and you've always been a puzzle I could not figure out no matter how hard I tried to.

Those times,

I felt as if I was walking in a huge maze.

And though the possibilities were slim,

I had hope;

hope that I could find a way,

a way into your heart.

But things broke apart.

And when they did I thought I'd never heal.

Each time I saw you I felt as if my heart would bleed once more.

I guess you never knew.

But what hurt the most was even though I knew it may not be true,

I fell willingly for you.

Now I'm almost over you.

So please don't make me hopeful again.

Cause this time I know I won't be able to take the pain.

I can't afford to look you in the eyes,

for I'm afraid,

afraid to give myself away,

afraid that you might see what I've been hiding,

that even though it's been awhile,

I still think about you.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Saturday, March 19, 2011

OMG OMG OMG!

I'm finally done with the essay!

OMG OMG OMG!

I don't think it's that awesome an essay but at least I'm DONE!

I still can't believe I survived...

I'm so pleased and touched that I feel like celebrating with all the energy I have left,

even though my physical body is so drained and my eyes have been droopy and tearing.

14 days.

2 essays.

3000 words.

I'm almost at my limit now.

All those sleepless nights,

those countless cups of coffee,

those brain cells that died,

those time I spent on nothing but the laptop...

I'm finally free~

Hahaha I was thinking of watching an episode of Secret Garden but yeahh it's pretty late now and I'm really really tired.

Shall head to bed now!;)))

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Friday, March 18, 2011

Heyies.

Regarding the previous post,

all is well.

I think it's just this Hyunbin that's affecting me haha.

Plus the night tend to make people more emotional than they actually are,

I was alittle over the edge.

Forgive me for breaking the rules tonight.

Though I don't have the mood to,

I'm heading to bed.

I guess that's the safest place to be in now,

with the voices of Hyunbin and my dear KJJ haha yeahh I haven't forgot about you.

Goodnight!

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Thursday, March 17, 2011

A woman loves you.
That woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow every day.
She smiles but is actually crying.

How much longer do I have to look at you, alone.
This love that came like wind,
This miserable love,
If I continue this, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer, just a little bit.
Please don’t step back
I, the one who love you,

is still next to you.
That woman is crying.

That woman is very shy
So she learnt how to smile
Her heart is so full of tears,
She can't even share her story with her best friend

That's why, that woman loved you
Cause you were just like her, another fool.
Yet another fool
Please give me a hug before you leave me

I want to be loved, dear.
That's all I wanted
She shouts, just in her heart,
just in her heart.
No one can hear her
but that woman is still next you

Do you know that
I am that woman?

You don't do you?

Because you are just a fool.

How much,
How much longer
Do I have to love you like this?

This love that is like a fool
This miserable love

Would you love me?

That woman, who loves you is still next you

I thought it'll be okay by now.

But no, it's not.

What more should I do to hide away?

How long should I wait?

How many times should I repeat to myself,

it's not worth it.

If only memories were like microchips.

Cheap, dispensable and easily forgotten.

Yet, they have to be the exact opposite-

priceless, precious and permanent.

Sometimes I wish I hadn't done the things I did,

hadn't said the things I said,

and perhaps things wouldn't turn out this way

and perhaps today I would've been okay.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

YAY XDD

Just finished packing my wardrobe^^

I've been wanting to do that for some time now,

just didn't manage to find the mood.

But today,

the mood's here hahah!

I was so stressed up with that essay that I figured forget it,

I'll do something else-

and wola~

I've got a neat and tidy cupboard LOL.

Packing makes me feel good.

Tidy and clean.

And most of all, organized.

So I can put my mind back into work.

Hahaha yes that's me.

Am I strange?

LOL.

But I'm happy with the way I am.

Yay!

Anyways I find myself really addicted to Secret Garden haha XDD

Ohmyhyunbin!

Ohmykimjoowon!

Ohmyohmy!

Heh!

Shall end here;)))

Have a great Thursday folks^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Wahsehh I feel damn good now.
Results for A&P were just released;))
So you'd pretty much know what's going on.
Heheh!
Don't mean to boast but I'm rather satisfied;))
All the efforts paid off yay! :DD

Ohhyeahh mann :DD

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I wonder if it's because I've been doing too much of writing these days that I'm actually kinda sick of writing a post even >.<
This post shall be a short one then ;)
Did something I haven't done for a long long time...
Tadaa!

MONOPOLY!
Played monopoly with Andy and Alicia earlier(;
Sibling bonding time should never be missed, no matter how busy^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Monday, March 14, 2011

Don't Cry My Lover...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Sunday, March 13, 2011

One of the reasons I can live my life stronger each day:

At the end of the fanmeet (White Day Fanmeet on March 11), JYJ said “Thank you for waiting for us, but in order so that you don’t just wait, we will work (even) harder.”
JYJ also said that, “to live up to your expectations, they will do anything, climb mountains and cross river”

Lol.
I'm also glad KJJ said he has stopped watching porn,
though I don't know if it's true or not,
he's a guy afterall-.-"

Anyways,
today's been a relatively okay day for me.
Went to JP in the afternoon to order a new phone cover for my poor lil phone which got scratched due to my own carelessness >.<
Yeahh, I dropped it,
and I dropped it on some concrete floor,
you know, rough surface?
So you can imagine what happened to the backside of my phone >.<
Ais.
Recently I've been feeling too much of 2 emotions- sadness and guilt.
Too much, really.
Because of certain issues in my life now,
I'm feeling pretty upset.
And where there's sadness,
I found loneliness too.
And I swear there's been so many times this weekend whereby I question myself Why am I alone in this?
Why do no one care?
But the truth is,
they do(:
Some of them, even more than I expect.
I never thought a friend would give up playtime just to lend a listening ear;
I never thought my family members would go to such lengths just to make me happy.
And because of all these,
I am guilty,
for I am not alone,
I was never alone.
And I am guilty for doubting that.
Even though there have been times when I said I'm someone who prefers to be alone,
I actually do need people around me.
Yes, that's the sad truth.
I cannot live on my own >.<
But I guess that's just a matter of timing.
There will be times when I wish to be left alone,
and times when I wanna spend with the people around me(:
I guess it goes the same for everyone, no?
Everyone has problems, I think it's just the way we face them;
and I'm content to know that I'm not facing them on my own;
Because I have you, you and you;
the other reasons for my strength(:

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Photos from Alicia's 14th Birthday(:
They're not alot but nobody's gonna be too interested in looking at my family photos either anyway.
HAHAHA!

We ate at LaiLai that day,
in that special cabin :DD
The ambiance is pretty good,
and we've got lotsa privacy too! :DD

Mummy & Daddy ^^

The Thr333
Hahaha! I came up with the name~

With my beloved brother.
Failed!

With my beloved brother.
Successful shot! ;)))

HEHEHEH! ;)))

With the Birthday Girl;)))

HAPPY HAPPY DAY!;)))

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

#prayforjapn

A terrible catastrophe hit Japan yesterday.
Following a massive earthquake of 8.9 magnitude,
a tsunami occurred, which added to the chaos to the area.
And today, people are still reported missing.

I learnt of the news when I was in lecture yesterday,
but I had no idea it was this bad till I read and saw the news for myself this morning.
Once again,
I witness the power of Mother Nature,
and how vulnerable we human beings are,
in the face of natural disasters.
It must have been a traumatic experience for everyone,
and I don't think it is something that will fade away in a couple of days.
I think of the people in Japan now,
the casualties and the family members of those missing,
and I think of myself,
whining and complaining at those petty misgivings in my own life.
I probably ought to feel ashamed.
Over there people are fighting to survive.
And down here, I'm fighting for my rights,
or rather what I think should be my rights.
Everything that happened made my own problems seem insignificant.
And it reminds me, yet again, that I should cherish each and every moment,
for there's no telling what will happen later on in the day,
not to mention tomorrow.
There's no stopping natural disasters from happening,
I think all we can do is keep one another safe,
and stay together, in spirit and in faith.
Do help Japan,
in any way you can.

I'm also relieved that Junsu's safe and back in Korea now.
May Japan go through this ordeal and stand up a strong nation once more.
Please remember Japan in prayer.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Lol.
Now i totally understand why students hardly have this sense of joy and satisfaction.
Cause when one work's finally done,
you move on to another,
and then another,
and another,
and another...
So the list goes on and on and on.
A few days back I'd probably scream for joy upon accomplishing my lit review,
but now...
I guess I'm too drained for that as well.
This review's been taking up too much of my time, and life.
I've been having this throbbing headache for days,
haven't been sleeping well,
haven't been eating well,
haven't even been thinking well.
My mind's all set on this assignment,
and this assignment only.
And though I should be more than relieved this is over,
I am not.
Strange, but true...
I want to have more time,
not for work,
but to stop,
and listen,
to stop,
and watch.
But I guess,
right now I'm playing the role, not the audience.
And I can only play along, and move forward.
Arghh it can be so hard sometimes...
But nevertheless, I will work it out.
I will strive a balance,
and there will always, always, be something to keep me going.
There're many things and many photos I wanna post about,
but tonight's just not the time.
Saturday perhaps.
When I'll finally have some time off my hands;))
Till then, take care people!:DD

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Love in the Ice never fails to make my hairs stand on end.
I know I can die without regrets if I could hear them sing it live...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA!:DD
My lil sis is not so lil anymore XDD
Ahh anyways it's 3 am now and I'm rather pleased to have somewhat come up with a draft for my literature review.
It's such an irritating piece of sh*t.
I'm sorry but it is.
Omg.
I swear I won't ever, ever go into Honours year.
Research is just not my thing mannn ;(
I just hope I'll get things done soon enough,
get through this stupid week smoothly enough,
and just award myself with a short break at the end of it before moving on to my ethics essay due next week.
AHHHHH!
I need anti-stress-tigens!
This horrible lit review just makes me wanna puke each time I see it.
My only entertainment tonight was stopping for 16 minutes to watch Secret Big Bang again.
Better than nothing lol.
At least I know I can still laugh >.<

Does being nice always put you at the losing end?
Haiz...
If there's one person I really really want to see right now...

is you...
Smile and I'll know things will be alright...

Haiz this just means I need to sleep.
Goodnight!XDD

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Sunday, March 06, 2011

YAY!^^
Said I'll post the pictures on our adventure @ Island Creamery so here they are!

198 on the loose!

Introducing Island Creamery!!!^^

The icecream we had:DD

Daph and Hongz :DD

Alina and Ivy :DD

And so it began...
when we went gaga...

Our very own lady GAGA~
HAHAHAHA!

What happens when you put Hitler and Gaga together?

SIR YES SIR!!!

Hahahah I don't know what's this...

<33333

Soooooo cuteeeeee~ ^^

Heheheh!
Hongz can reach her nose with her tongue!!!!XDD

We were playing with Daph's fisheye camera.
It's red and it's so pweetttyyyy!!!
I want a polaroid!!! :DD

SMELL ME!!!
Adapted from Secret Garden Parody~
So funny!!!!
Let's smell it~
ROFL!!!

CAPPUCCINO KISS!!! :DD

CAPPUCCINO KISSES!
MUACKX^^

<3 TGIFs with MY BELOVED LADIES^^

Round 2:
Celebrated Jinwen's birthday @ Billy Bomber's last night(:

Group photo!!!^^
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINWEN!^^

More to come soon!
There're photos taken with my grandmother yesterday,
and Alicia's birthday celebration @ LaiLai today!^^
Will update again soon(:
But for now I'm off to do some serious work!
Byebye people!^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;