Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Friday, February 29, 2008

OG10! OG10!
hahax.
im back!
andand,
CAMP WAS A BLAST LUHH! ^^

the brief account.
day 1:
mass danced in the morning.
my partner's rather good lol.
and that makes me stressful luhh
'cause im like sloww lol. >.<
then the wet games hahs.
got soaked inside out.
thanks to george lol.
who poured an entire pail of water on me and ran away. -.-"
wahliew.
but then we got to shower lol.
the proper way.
instead of pails and hoses.
lucky hahs.
though the wait was like freakin' longgggg.
after dinner was song singing session.
high luhh. >.<
then jiu night games.
ran here ran there.
cheated alittle here and there lol.
and lights off after supper.
ohh.
supper was hotdog bread with milo lol.
i had 2 cups of milo hahax.
i slept well that night ehh.
and had a dream somemore lol.

day 2 + day 3:
120 push ups first thing in the morning lol.
afterwhich was breakfast.
and nicholas gave me his second serving of milo hahs.
i basically need 2 cups whenever we drink milo nahh.
went for the telematch some time after assembly.
F2 won lehh.
high luhh.
actually i doubt people were playing accordingly hahax.
nevermind.
F2 won lol!
then got soaked in foam siax.
and wilson shampoo-ed my hair luhh.
wahliew x2.
then i thought that george's pail of water was really nothing luhh. -.-"
afterthat jiu went back family spot.
and then hafta carry bag to LT 1 lol.
damn heavy ehh.
esp. with the wet clothing. >.<
but nicholas was the nice guy luhh.
helped carry my plastic bags ehh. ^^
then mass danced again.
changed partner twice lol.
i noticed a few in my og are rather good hahs.
jiu lunch le.
and kinetic warfare in the afternoon.
super high de.
soap everywhere.
and waterbombs in every direction.
hahax.
i like the slide lol.
then jiu shower! ^^
jiu dinner.
jiu JJ night!
as far as i can remember i think i've never been that high lol.
and shenn and i got separated from the rest after the dance.
nevermind hahax.
'cause shenn and i went screaming anyway lol.
then jiu songsinging session.
emotional ehh.
ermm. na wo jiu bu elaborate le.
we got to sleep alittle early that night luhh.
brushed teeth and went up hall at 'bout 11.30 liddat.
boys one side girls on the other.
then lights off.
the boys were playing with their torches and making stupid shadows on the ceiling lol.
hahax.
then one guy started a cheer and everyone highed again lol.
cheered till some teacher came in
and then there was silence...
then sleep le nahh.
but i didn't sleep as well as the previous night luhh.
in fact i doubt i even slept at all.
it was colder than the previous night lol.
and the sleeping bag cum jacket like not enough siax. >.<
the point is i just can't get to sleep nahh.
and i remebered the first alarm is like 4 something norr.
some girl woke up real early to shower.
afterthat jiu no silence liao.
it was alarms and alarms ringing.
all the more i can't sleep nahh.
but i did cuddled in my sleeping bag till 6 lol.
ran hou jiu shua ya xi lian.
lol.
went assembly and then breakfast.
i practically cleaned the plate siax.
not a single grain of rice hahax.
i was very hungry lol.
after that jiu area cleaning.
cheered as we walked and walked as we cheered lol.
ran hou jiu emo session.
i was like a running water tap lol.
ais.
i miss my og~
emo till 12 plus jiu songs and cheers.
and back to family spot.
hahax.
i rfound out nicholas and jasmine watch digimon de lehh.
common topic.
nicholas likes skullgreymon lol. -.-"
and he's got the theme song in his phone somemore.
the previous night still paiseh don't let us see his phone lol.
and then jiu dismiss...
exchanged numbers, hugged and byebye...
before going home i ate icecream.
had 2 scoops lol.
im starting to regret it now lol.
but the temptation was overpowering hahs.

and i went home...
emmm.
and i got the news that ryo passed on last night...
it was the first thing that i heard when i got to the door today.
it's very hard for me to take it nahh.
'cause i really love ryo very much...
and honestly i really dote on him the most among the four...
yet i wasn't there to at least hold him or bury him luhh...

sorry darling...
i hope you're in a better place now...
and i hope you'll be happy kay...
may angels lead you there...