Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Thursday, December 31, 2009

我的家庭真可爱...
photos taken on mr andy's birthday:

this is him trying his best to squeeze out tears after reading our wishes for him.
and that is my mum trying to collect them.
yes yes, it runs in the family.
no doubt the funniest photo of all. XD

this is inspired by his game, DMC4.

photos taken on christmas day,
when we were unwrapping our presents:

this is everyone acting surprised at my tee.

andy received a chest expander while alicia's unwrapping her present beneath the many layers of wrapping papers and newspapers. >.<

guess what.
because we're supposed to exchange gifts,
andy&alicia gave me $10 worth of accessories. -.-"

in the meanwhile, alicia is still deperately trying to unwrap her present.

my No.1s

at last, the final day of '09.
it's been a pretty bumpy ride.
and if there's one thing worth realizing,
it'd probably be:
There are bigger things happening than our petty misgivings.
So live and let live.
And then perhaps i'll see a happier person the next time i look into the mirror.

it's out with the old and in with the new XD

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

yes yes.
you're not seeing things, if you're even seeing this.
yepp.
this is a new post since i dont know, 7 months ago?
i guess 99% of the people out there,
yours truly included,
dont click on this link anymore,
unless you're either
1) really bored
or
2) waiting for a miracle to happen.
well, it did.
hahaha.
and yeahh,
im blogging again,
at least for now.
btw, "To Blog Again" is supposedly one of the To-do stuff on my To-do list after the As.
so i believe i can cross that one out, if i last, that is.
and about that list,
i barely fulfilled the quarter mark
which i myself find rather sad.
you see, on the top of my list writes "Complete Watching 下一站幸福".
but the thing is, the series isnt even entirely out yet so i cant actually complete watching it.
so i can't move on to other things.
anw, the most disturbing one is definitely "To Get A Job".
"To Find A Job" is easy- just look at the pile of classified section of the papers.
but, "To Get A Job", that's a different story, considering my near panic attack during my last interview.
and it's an interview at a childcare centre for goodness sake,
not even close to the realworld thing. -.-"
i'd probably choke myself with anxiety if i were to have one in a listed company,
ah no,
a small nobody company can do that already, with ease.
im no good with the deal-with-strangers thingy.
and to think i couldnt wait to get out and get down to work.
the irony now.
i used to think that i'll be a hell lot happier and free after the A's.
but it turns out that there'll always be that irksome something that messes up everything.
i found mine.
ah no, it found me actually.

on a lighter note,
i went shopping with my mum this early morning^^
spent 40 bucks on clothes alone.
correction.
my mum spent 40 bucks on my clothes alone.
hey i didnt k her $ intentionally lol.
it's something called the year-end reward. XD
and just to mention, i really like the orange lights in the new boonlay bus interchange.
someone said it's a waste of tax payer's $ cause of the electricity.
Lol XD

and yes,
iwebmusic appears to be screwed.
and because i feel awfully weird without music in here,
i switched to something called mixpod
and the ipod is really ridiculously huge.
but nevermind, cause jesse mccartney's ridiculously cute. <333

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
I been missing you crazy
How do you, how do you sleep?

-With All My Heart, Alina ;