Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Hello my friends it's been a while(:
Haven''t been blogging for some time now mainly due to 2 reasons:
number 1 it was the attachments,
and as for number 2,
I'm just plain lazy.
But now that the holidays' have arrived,
you can be sure that I'm an active blogger again!^^
Well,
life has been great for me,
ever since holidays started that is.
It just feels awesome to be able to do what you like and when you like to,
and I'm just enjoying every single moment of this(:
Well of course I'm not intending to spend 2 months being a couch potato.
I'm working on a surveyor job and at the same time,
enjoy my holiday(:
So I guess life is in balance for me now(:
Anyways there're just so much for me to blog about.
Wanted to start writing a post about my birthday but realize I do not know where to begin.
So I guess I'm just gonna skip the details and simply write about how I feel.
Firstly,
I really need to thank my mum.
Since young I've always looked forward to my birthday,
because on this very day I feel special,
like I was being pampered by everyone,
and not forgetting,
the amount of presents I receive from friends and family alike.
Everyone made me feel extra loved on this day and I am always grateful and happy(:
But,
in the midst of celebration and all,
I forgot that I should be giving thanks to the most important person here- my mother,
for without her,
I wouldn't even be here.
So,
while the day is a day to commemorate my birth,
it is also a day to remember how much pain she underwent just to bring me into this world.
So thank you abu,
for being so strong for me and for taking care of me all these years.
Of course,
I'm also very thankful for the effort my family especially my dad who organized the entire event from head to tail,
and my sis for staying up late at night just to present me with the best gift.
Actually I am already very blessed(:
My friends as well,
if not for them I believe my life wouldn't be half as fulfilled as it is right now.
They are people I cannot do without.
Well even though now that I am 21,
I'm still me,
maybe with just a tinge more 'sensibility and responsibility' (as quoted from george).
Hopefully age is not a barrier and that I can still live each day with vitality!
Lastly,
even though there wasn't any party,
even though I don't have truckloads of people coming,
I felt the love nonetheless,
even from people who weren't there with me.
So,
thank you(:

So,
the second thing I'm gonna post about today would be the ending of my 7-weeks attachment!^^
Everyone please clap for me thank you!
Lol.
Shall not elaborate much or there'll probably be 3 pages worth of stories.
Just wanna say that time can really reveal someone's true colours,
be it good or bad.
And to be really honest,
I'm rather disappointed with the attitudes of certain friends and although we can be friends outside,
I feel that if we should continue working together,
it'll no doubt affect our friendship further.
But anyways,
I'm just glad that it's over now!^^
Forged deeper friendships and learnt many life lessons throughout my posting.
I hope I'll be able to carry this experience all the way,
regardless of where I head to in the future.

As for the third thing,
it's rather brief but I would just like to mention it,
I MET NATHAN HARTONO AND FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM!!!
Went out with Jiayan and Daph on Sunday to Raffles for lunch,
before heading to esplanade (upon my suggestion haha XDD),
and you know what,
WE GOT TO WATCH NATHAN HARTONO PERFORM!!! *fangirls*
Okay for those who don't know who he is,
he's a 21 year old jazz singer and HE"S UBER UBER CUTE^^
Couldn't believe it when Daph told me but when I saw him and watch him sing for myself,
I was mesmerized kekeke!
He's coming to NUS this coming august and I can't wait to stalk him and catch him at all his performances hahaha XDD
I even got to take a photo with him kekeke!

He was so sweet because he even remembered that we were at the sound check that day before the performance.
And he was very, very polite too,
even though there were many girls (including us) crowding around him to take pictures.
Lol.
I think manners are a huge plus points for guys,
at least for me it is.
Hahaha XDD

Now,
back to today,
I spent a rather fulfilling day as well(:
Woke up at 7am this morning and headed to school to meet Daph.
The poor girl spilled water on her laptop last night and it now requires fixing.
So I accompanied her to the IT shop and we stayed awhile,
before heading off to FASS to look for Bryan,
who is in charge of our surveys.
Initially I was supposed to meet my mum and spend the rest of the day with her for some 'mummy-daughter' time but my dad had to plan a JB trip with her and so I was left alone T.T
But george had asked me out for lunch and so I went back to JP to have lunch with him before seeing him off to work.
And so,
my day out ended just like that.
Am still feeling alittle bitter about not being able to do some shopping with my mum >.<
But it's alright luhh,
at least I get to spend some time at home and also,
update my already dead blog lol XD

AND PRESENTS FROM GEORGE!
Stuff from his many trips overseas as well as my TWENTIETH birthday present.
Hahaha but it's alright,
appreciate the thought!^^
And I really like the No. 1 nurse magnet heehee! :DD

Alrighty I guess I've written enough for today!(:
Shall post more in the days to come!
Take care people,
and for those who still have a holiday (like meeeee!),
ENJOY IT TO THE FULLEST!^^

P.S Don't know if I should write it here but because it's bothering me abit,
like all those comments I've seen everywhere, in facebook and in twitter,
I feel that I should probably pour it out somewhere.
Man himself is flawed and we fail (so very often) on our own.
So we should not let Man hinder our judgment or waver our faith.
No matter what,
it is at such times that we should hold on to that faith,
and trust, not in Man, but in God.

"Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."

-With All My Heart, Alina ;