Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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2E1`05
4E1`07
NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

7.32 in da morning and i'm supposed to be still sleeping.
and yet i'm here blogging.
lolx.
'cause my mum woke me up at da WRONG time lolx.
*shakes head*
hahax.
anyways.
physics lesson later.
not something to be excited 'bout though. -.-"
and there's a pile of holiday homework staring at me.
eeews.
i seriously don't know anything 'bout Laos luhh.
*faints*

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MADELEINE
so sorry it came late.
*flushes*
anyways.
hope you'll stay happy huhh.
and do work hard alright. ^^
RAWK ON!

and yesh.
spent 70cents on something called "Whatever" and "Anything"
[it was shared among 3 people, including myself luhh.]
lolx.
and i don't think it went on well.
but it was funny though.
>.<
a lesson learnt huhh.
hahax.
i don't think i want it again lerhs.
lolx. =X

and i wanna blabber 'bout something else.
no offence but why can't lessons be on da second week of june luhh...
*sulks*
*moans*
*shouts*
>.<
hahas.

mi gotta go pioneer mall.
so tatas
and takkaires all. ^^

I'll be missing you when it all comes to an end...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I HEREBY BANISH MR GEORGIE TO THE COLD PALACE FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE.
lolx.
don't you ever bully my buddy again huhh georgie.
or else...
*sharpens knife*
wahahax.

hao luhh.
anyways.
i've forgiven you ivan. ^^
i wasn't angry at him though.
it's more of a disappointment i guess.
but still...
case closed. ^^
but don't you upset me again ehh. >.<

and yes.
I MISS MY HANDPHONE LUHH!
*weeps*
*sighs*
*sobs*
hurrhurr. >.<

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Friday, May 18, 2007

*shouts*
urghh.
my hp has gone hay-wired.
it hasn't been working since yesterday.
after da batt went flat.
SORRY that i'm unable to reply to messages at the time being huhh.

and it's so weird that stress can be so constant.
it was there before the exams.
it was there during the exams.
and it's still there after the exams.
'cause we'll all be tensed up 'bout the results.
and it'll be there again after the results.
like a cycle,
it simply comes after another...

and yes.
had an argument lately.
how am i supposed to put it for you to understand.
or am i supposed to drown myself in pessimistism for me to get how you feel.
and you know that isn't the way.
so stand up.
your life isn't that pathetic yet.
i know sometimes it does gets kinda rough.
but you're not supposed to sit down and sulk.
how do you reckon people reach you when you don't even wanna reach out in the first place.
drowning yourself in pessimistism wouldn't bring you nowhere.
and surprisingly,
my disappointment is you...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Sunday, May 13, 2007

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
wahahax.
it's supposed to be mother's day
but i ended up receiving something from my mum instead. -.-"
probably 'cause i was bugging her to buy it luhh. >.<

anyways.
i'm now convinced that blogger's has got some technical problems.
so it ain't my com's fault luhh.

and lately i've been feeling kinda emotional-mixedup.
i see myself laugh this minute and sulk the next.
and there have been times when i just don't wish to make any connections with anything else...

p.s and buddy.
saw your recent post.
no matter the matter,
i'll be there huhh.
so do cheer up ^^

love, kid.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Friday, May 11, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN!
always look on da bright side of life huhh.
you're being so pessimistic even on your birthday luhh.
*shakes head*
you're gonna need serious counselling huhh.
hahax.
anyways.
just be happy alright. ^^

andand.
i'm so gonna blabber 'bout my lovely computer.
he's so lovely that i'm gonna murder him soon.
i just can't sign into blogger the normal way.
and nomal is when you just simply type your username and password and tadaa.
you're in.
now i have to go through one BIG circle before i can even get in luhh.
what's more.
ta chi ruan bu chi yin de.
so i've gotta do things the gentle way.
urghh. >.<
i'm keeping my cool now
but my patience is wearing thin huhh.
*sharpens chopper*
wahahax.

yupp yupp.
went jp to buy prezzies today.
and i laughed so much i think i can afford to skip dinner hahs.
awww.
i just love hanging out luhh.
thanks guys ^^
i had fun today.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Thursday, May 10, 2007

tadaas.
I'M BACK!
so were i missed huhh. ^^

first of all.
thanks for all da goodluck tags huhh people.
and i'm not refering to you george.
hurmphx.
hahax.

anyways.
i feel so much more relaxed now that the science papers are almost over.
*claps*
yupp yupp.
just went over to buddy's blog and
i saw myself on the Missing list on 270407.
hahax.
hao luhh.
sorry to have caused your worry huhh buddy. ^^

and yes.
saw an old friend recently...
brought back such sweet memories.
yet so much regrets as well.
but so long as you're happy,
it's all that matters to me luhh. ^^

andand.
to my qin ai de qian.
don't brood over your barometer lolx. =X
jiayous for amaths and chinese tomorrow instead huhh. ^^

lolx.
now mi desperate for sleep siax.
so
tatas
and
takkaires ^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;