Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

LEAVE

2E1`05 4E1`07
NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

DOWN MEMORY LANE

style="font-size: 9pt">

TALK TO ME

CREDITS

DESIGNER: ice angel

Brushes: aethereality.net

Saturday, November 29, 2008

romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone...
haix...
where did my romeo go...?

it seems i've not been updating for like 20 days already.
and surprisingly enough, how come nobody rush me to update ehh?
anyways,
my apologies ahh.
my updates like about to evolve into monthly posts liao.
-.-"

hmmm.
it seems to me that as i recall, many events had occurred lately.
or is it probably because i havent been updating?
Event 1:
im done watching gundam seed destiny:)

KIRA!!! *drools*
hahax.
this is easily one of the best i've watched ehh. (besides digimon XD)
and the songs are good too
i have more gundam songs in my library now than songs by any other artist lol.

Event 2:
i had 2 consecutive nightmares in one night.
these are by far the scariest one i ever had or ever remembered. :/
and the 2 were almost of the same thing: big ugly insects in my house.
i think the one only thing that i did not do was scream my lungs off.
they really did look damn gross and definitely of another species scientists have yet to discover. -.-"

now for something lighter maybe. Event 3:
mummy bought a new sling bag for me. ^^
and 3 pairs of socks from my dad. -.-"
a ps3 game for andy.
and a ds game for alicia.
cause she finally received her salary.
like very rich right?
but in fact her slary+commision only enough for her to pay the bills and for our stuff nia.
and to think i realised this only yesterday when we accompanied her to cash the cheque.
she didnt even want to buy something for herself.
and even asked if i wanted a new shoe this morning.
sometimes i dont even know whether whatever im doing is right or wrong.
i seem to be wrong more often lately...

Event 4:
my aunt called today.
she's ill and needs a bone marrow.
and my dad's going for the test.
this makes me upset.

Event 5:
mummy's not feeling too well.
she's going for a blood test on tuesday.
this didnt make me feel any bit better.

Event 6:
i feel as if im in an enclosure.
with strings attached to my back.
and the harder i pull,
the stronger im held back...

i was supposed to go for a primary school gathering today.
gabriel's back from australia ^^
it's been like centuries since i last saw him.
and decade since the rest of us met up...
today's definitely a rare rare opportunity for us all to get together.
but apparently,
i didnt go luhh.
feeling sick was one thing.
and the tinge in my heart is another.
in any case, i was sick, in both areas.
anyways, it turned out that stella was the only girl.
shiqi last minute went to find her boyfriend.
vien can only come after her work.
and wanpin "dunno die where"
[as quoted by stella lol]
poor thing sia.
there was like 10+ guys over there lol.
and they went to play pool somemore. -.-"
i feel so dui bu qi ta lol.
then weixian like sent more than 5 "come la"s over lol.
and he succeeded in making me feel more sorrier than i already am when he offered to send me home from there. -.-"
made my heart itch lol.
turns out he's the guy i was hoping to see most today.
cause among the rest, he's the only guy i talked most to over the years lol.
actually made me regret not being a little more hesitant.
haix.
i promise a next time.

i will still love you...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Monday, November 10, 2008

holla!
long time no update. XD
paisehh ahh.
spent the week drowned in reading+going after hk drama.
now you see the reason why i haven't been updating.
cause one book takes me bout 2 days lol.
not to mention i read 2. -.-"
they are addictive lol.
and now im awaiting the third. it's a sequel.
it's been a long long time since i really touched a storybook lol.
so they must be really good. lmao.
plus there's a dropdead gorgeous vampire.
not that i can see, but the description's really out-of-the-world.
and yes.
i finished 溏心风暴2之家好月圆 at 3am this morning.
5 stars man!
the storyline's good.
and i like the cast^^
hahs.
anyways i basically have a thing for hk dramas.
and that's about it.
then i get thrown back into reality. blah.
this morning i wake up to find myself glared at by namely mr maths, miss chemistry, mdm bio and mr gsc.
plus a file of bio notes smiling at me.
ohh shucks. >.<
my conscience: alina, you needa study already.
ais.
i really really need to.

on a happier note,
im gonna compensate my loss of movie trips lol.
there's so many movies i wanna catch. blah.
soon. soon.
>.<

i still see you each time my lids shut...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;