<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

Photobucket KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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    Sunday, December 30, 2007


    Buddy &amp; Kid

    With Huan

    Bestia Friends

    i'll miss you buddy...

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Friday, December 28, 2007


    挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
    地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
    天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
    这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
    问自己习惯了吗
    没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
    有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
    你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
    你说会记得我 还记得吗
    你最近还好吗
    忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
    如果真不得已忘了我
    快向快乐出发
    有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
    旧情人给的问候令陌生人都还尴尬
    昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
    这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
    问自己习惯了吗
    没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
    有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
    你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
    你说会记得我 还记得吗
    你最近还好吗
    忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
    如果真不得已忘了我
    快向快乐出发
    你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
    你说会记得我 还记得吗
    你最近还好吗
    忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
    如果真不得已忘了我
    快向快乐出发...

    离不开也放不下...

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Saturday, December 22, 2007


    my hundredth post!
    shall dedicate this to my partner lolx. -.-"
    anyways,
    i've got your mail lerhs.
    've got one back for you ^^
    go check go check!

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Friday, December 21, 2007


    hao lahh.
    i update.

    hmmm.
    was really busy today.
    'cause recently my dad like strike lottery lolx.
    bought a new tv set plus dvd player and some other household appliances.
    so my house is in a total mess lolx.
    and i've gotta help pack and rearrange the stuff.
    somewhat like spring cleaning in advanced.
    lolx.
    anyways,
    like finally,
    i've got a wardrobe to my own.
    'cause i can't share it with my sister lerhs.
    it's gotten alittle bit too crowded lolx. >.<
    andand.
    the radio in my room is repaired.
    so now i can rot in my room instead of on the sofa. -.-"

    before i forget,
    partner,
    i want lend your guidebook to FFX when you're done ehh.
    'cause i completed it before without it lolx. -.-"
    andand.
    i know that i owe you something nahh.
    will return you soon. ^^

    from the bottom of my heart...
    i miss you buddy...
    even more after reading your post 'bout the chalet thingy...
    you know me so well...
    hao gan dong...
    really very thankful that i have you
    for friend.
    for confidante.
    for pal.
    for buddy...
    and sorry to have caused your worry ehh. >.<
    also,
    you've always got me lahh.
    so bu yao nan guo. ^^

    xiang nian ni,
    kid...

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Wednesday, December 05, 2007


    ais.
    i'm rotting away...
    and it has to rain...
    bringing my mood down to the very ground...
    9 13.9.19.19 25.15.21

    pics of my primary school gathering weeks ago lolx:

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    With Stella

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    With Guohao

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    With KarWee

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    With Xian

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    With Zikun

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    Group Pic lolx.

    this post should come earlier though lolx.

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;

    Monday, December 03, 2007


    This time, This place
    Misused, Mistakes
    Too long, Too late
    Who was I to make you wait
    Just one chance
    Just one breath
    Just in case there's just one left
    'Cause you know,
    you know, you know

    That I love you
    I have loved you all along
    And I miss you
    Been far away for far too long
    I keep dreaming you'll be with me
    and you'll never go
    Stop breathing if
    I don't see you anymore

    On my knees, I'll ask
    Last chance for one last dance
    'Cause with you, I'd withstand
    All of hell to hold your hand
    I'd give it all
    I'd give for us
    Give anything but I won't give up
    'Cause you know,
    you know, you know

    That I love you
    I have loved you all along
    And I miss you
    Been far away for far too long
    I keep dreaming you'll be with me
    and you'll never go
    Stop breathing if
    I don't see you anymore

    So far away
    Been far away for far too long
    So far away
    Been far away for far too long
    But you know, you know, you know

    I wanted
    I wanted you to stay
    'Cause I needed
    I need to hear you say
    That I love you
    I have loved you all along
    And I forgive you
    For being away for far too long
    So keep breathing
    'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
    Believe it
    Hold on to me and, never let me go
    Keep breathing
    'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
    Believe it
    Hold on to me and, never let me go
    Keep breathing
    Hold on to me and, never let me go
    Keep breathing
    Hold on to me and, never let me go


    i don't like us so far apart...

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;



    hahax.
    wo hui lai le!
    anyways.
    even if i'm out there,
    my heart's still here luhh. ^^

    lolx.
    random pics:

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    it's 17 degrees celcius norr. coldcold.

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    i'm above the clouds lolx. >.<

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    indoor ferris wheel lolx.

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    comfy. >.<

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    bought them home.
    they make *MUACKX. I LOVE YOU* sounds. ^^

    hmmm...
    mei you ni zai wo you duo nan ao...
    shall end here...

    p.s. have a pleasant trip george ^^ and takkaires.

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;