Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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DESIGNER: ice angel

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

bleahx bleahx bleahx >.<
all of a sudden
i feel like a mess.
ohman >.<

anyways,
dedicated most of me time to the tv yesterday lol.
'cause my mum went to rent some drama series
and apparently i got hooked lol.
feel kinda guilty already. >.<
i will try to refrain myself today *breathes deep*
lol.

ohh.
and it's been a long long time since i checked my hotmail.
pics from olivia's cam (on ronald's birthday):

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introducing mr yummy lol.
and i've got this feeling that the hand belongs to olivia lol. -.-"

With Ron

with ronald ^^

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with ade<3

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hahax. with olivia<3
[and im so sorry about patrick on friday >.<
it's ronald's fault lol.]

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me lovees <333

With Ade and Ron

1+7= 17 -.-"

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08S07

08S07 ^^

okays.
no more lol.
too bad i couldn't upload the pics taken on adeline's birthday. bleahx. >.<

and
and
and
and
and
i need a tie luhh >.<
ohman...

im with you...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Saturday, April 26, 2008

urghh.
im so freaking pissed.
that was the final straw luhh.
i've never wanted to get so irritated with you.
but seriously what are you doing?
-.-"
there are limits to everything kay.
don't push it

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Saturday, April 19, 2008

woots.
im supposed to blog yesterday.
but then was doing bio. >.<
anyways,
hahax.
my friday ROCK-ed ^^
i so enjoyed pc hahax.
yeahh.
don't shock lol.
it's PC hahax. ^^
but i think this is the only pc lesson i'll ever enjoy lol.
it's not every pc i get to laugh so much hahs.
and going gaga over the teacher lol ^^
nevermind hahax.
had a talk with yixuan<333 afterschool.
she's rather emo luhh.
then she was like conforting me instead. >.<
anyways, i hope things went well ehh.
ooi you.
don't go making things hard for a girl luhh.
the worst part is you don't even know you're upseting her. -.-"

hmmm.
i think i practically laughed my way through friday really.
especially after school lol.
super crappy hahs. ^^
hope my fridays stay the happy way...

lalala~
im doing my PI draft 4 le lol.
gotta cut down on me words again. >.<
i managed to make it 512 lol.
hit the max liao luhh.
*proud*
-.-"
anyways my sentences look weird without structure lol.

it's gonna be a busy weekend lol. >.<
and olivia!
jiayou for your chem! ^^

i<3u

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Thursday, April 10, 2008

hahax.
haix...
i just ate an apple...
so full luhh.
no more no more.
lol.
hmmm.
and my left shoulder's hurting.
*sniffs sniffs*
but i can't recall how i hurt it lol.
think i hit it against the door this morning. >.<
real hard.
it is painful luhh. >.<
ohh.
and time seems to fly at a faster rate lately.
literally.
so fast...
urghh. >.<
not a good thing...

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
ohh ohh.
this song gets to me...

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

at times i really don't know what you want.
you make me feel responsible.
you make me feel like im the cause.
you make me feel that i have to shoulder the blame.
and because of you, i am afraid.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;

Saturday, April 05, 2008

woots.
im finally posting again lol.
been rather tired lately.
or im just being lazy luhh.
anyways.
celebrated ronald's birthday yesterday.
HAPPY 17th ^^
was a small celebration though.
but still it went well hahs. ^^
and im glad he was surprised lol.
i wanna post pictures luhh. bleahx.
but they're in olivia's cam. >.<

hmmm.
im feeling better already buddy ^^
no need for apologies nahh.
i know you're busy ehh.
and im glad that sms came
thank you buddy ^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;