Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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Friday, May 11, 2012

THE FIRST WEEK OF ATTACHMENTS...
After 5 days of readjusting to a new routine,
I've finally come to the end of Week 1.
This whole time,
many thoughts ran through my mind and are still running through my mind.
For the first week I was posted to the OT (operating theater)
and this is one of the postings that really set me thinking.
人是多么的坚强,
但人也可以那么的脆弱...
Perhaps I'm not able to fully understand,
but as I watch them lie on that table,
prepared to undergo the surgery,
ready to let go and entrust their lives onto the hands of others,
onto the hands of people they are unfamiliar with,
people they've never met and probably wouldn't meet again,
I couldn't help but feel sorry.
The first person who came into my mind was my mum.
It was like watching her being pushed into the room all by herself,
surrounded by strangers speaking with terms she's never heard before.
Everyone's busy playing their own roles,
and nobody must have understood how she must have felt there in that room,
how much she had needed a hand,
to show her that there's still warmth in the place she's in,
or some words of comfort.
How I wish I could be there,
for her,
and for my patients then.
But I could only stand there,
without any means to show comfort,
not even a reassuring smile because I had to wear a mask.
I never want to experience that kind of helplessness again,
which is the reason why I would probably not want to work in the OT.
On a brighter note,
I kind of enjoyed my attachment this week(:
The people I'm working with are awesome,
our CI gave really great guidance and the environment itself was pretty good as well.
So I'm really glad(:

This is us dressed in our OT uniform haha XDD
Thankful to our awesome CI and for the friends who have been my pillar of support for the past week and will continue to be my pillar of support for the next 6 weeks.
Thank you for showing me once again the importance of team work and unity,
I'm blessed to be part of a team where we can work and go crazy together(:
Looking forward to more good times in the coming 6 weeks.
Till then
everyone have a great weekend!(:

Anyways,
despite the tiredness I feel after each shift everyday,
I'm satisfied with the way things are in my life now and am happy.
Like they said,
知足常乐.
Even if I don't have everything I want,
I have everything I need,
and I guess that's about it.
Shall go back to watching my TMTETS (again) heheh XDD
I need to chill too lol.
That's all folks,
annyeong!^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;