Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Saturday, March 24, 2012

Long, long day, but still...
I had fun(:
Today began as early as 5am when I woke up feeling all lost and confused,
as usual.
Despite sleeping early (10.30pm) the night before,
it did little to alleviate my sleepiness.
In fact,
I felt even more tired than I would be in nights when I slept later.
Met Mei at the busstop at our usual 6.30 timing and headed to school,
sleeping all the way from the moment we boarded till the time we alighted.
Reached school at a record-breaking 7.12 this morning and decided that we had too much time on our hands that we can take our time,
like seriously.
First lesson of the day was Bahasa Indon.
Thanks to the dinner that I did not have yesterday,
I was suffering from bad cramps throughout lesson.
Mei could tell I wasn't feeling too well by the time lesson was about to end.
Was breaking out in cold sweat and the hairs on my arms were literally standing.
Felt extremely unwell :X
Bought a cup of milo during break to ease the cramps >.<
Didn't want to eat much for fear that my stomach acts up again,
but sweet Mei went to get my fav yam bao for me :DD
Ate and probably cause of Mei's love,
I felt alot better hahaha XDD
After break Mini drove us back to Science where we had our second lesson which was P&P lect.
Spent 2 hours racking my brains about the topic 'brains' and went out of the lt feeling brain dead at the end of the lecture.
Spent another 2 hours in tutorial trying my best to keep awake.
Finally when lesson ended I was almost dead,
until Mei and I went to Just Acia to have lunch.
Lol.
See food only can run like 10km liao XDD
Had an indulgent meal comprising of Aglio Olio, free-flow drinks and the best being free flow icecream :DD
I just love it at Just Acia!
Not only is the food good,
the environment's conducive too :DD
Tan meimei even fell asleep halfway through while hardworking me continued with the editing of my essay >.<
So another 2 hours or so passed peacefully(:
Left Just Acia at 5 plus to head to Arts for our Bahasa Indon cultural night.
The presentations tonight were entertaining and I had fun interacting with new friends and getting to know even more people through these people.
After a well-ate dinner with the coursemates,
we left for home in Mini's car(:
Thankfully Mini could drive us back,
or I'd probably reach home at 10 plus instead of 9.
And that marks the end of my Friday!^^
Had a really great time with Tan meimei today(:
It's been a while we got to spend so much time together haha,
even more than the time spent in a single shift ohmytian XDD
I love my tan meimei hahaha :DD
Anyway I'm just done with the 2nd editing of my essay and shall head to bed now.
Gotta wake up early tomorrow to go for round 3 T.T
Goodnight everybody!^^

P.S Didn't want to write this here initially but somehow it kinda bugs me if I'm gonna keep it in.
Honestly I really don't know if 你是真不懂还是假不懂,
I know that considering our relationship I shouldn't be thinking this way,
but it's also because of our relationship that I find it even more shocking and disappointed that you'll say something like that.
How can you be expecting others to treat you the way you don't treat others?
It's like demanding the respect you don't give in the first place.
You leave me with nothing to say, really.

But then again who am I to care haha XDD
As a friend there's only so much I can do.
Shall retreat into my 被窝 for tonight.
Till next time,
take care everyone!^^

P.P.S I'm in love with Chris Rene's song,
Young Homie~
Love Life! :DD

-With All My Heart, Alina ;