Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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Thursday, January 05, 2012

Guess this is probably the last day whereby I can blog so freely,
all because.. school is reopening come next week :/
*sulks*
Even though I must admit that there ought to be a balance between work and play,
but I think my heart agrees that it is not very balanced right now.
Arghh but no matter what,
I know I cannot be playing all the way.
It's about time my heart settle down and prepare itself for school again,
speaking of which,
my bidding's tomorrow,
and I'm kinda worried,
for the course I really really wanna take is rather popular,
and I think I'll be quite upset if I don't get it :(
All the best to us then.
Being a noob in this bidding shit,
I'm going over to Mei's place tomorrow morning to do the bidding together >.<
Followed by a mahjong session while monitoring the bids.
Machiam watching stocks like that >.<
Anyways,
time passes really quickly and we're already 5 days past new year.
I think I haven't been doing much this week.
Went to Qian-er's 21st birthday party on Monday.
It was a rather brief gathering I would say,
but it's nice to be seeing old friends,
especially Shuyee^^,
whom I haven't met for so long already.
Can't really remember what I did on Tuesday.
Ohh ohh yes,
I was locked out of my house on Monday night and because my family had all their phones switched off,
I couldn't contact anyone and since there's also no doorbells installed at my house,
in the end I had to sleep over at Mei's place >.<
What luck T.T
Felt so bad having to intrude >.<
We chatted all the way till 3plus in the morn before sleeping till 10am.
Auntie was very kind to have brought us breakfast before going to work and so I settled my brunch at Mei's place before going to my mum's workplace to get the keys cause no one's at home since school has reopened for the 2.
Got home and took a long good shower with the aircon on as the weather was frigging warm yesterday.
Had a long afternoon nap afterwards and woke up only to nua all the way again.
Now you know why I don't keep these things in mind...
Too unproductive >.<
And yesterday was almost equally spent- in utter nothingness.
Watched movies while slacking on my bed the entire day.
Come to think of it I really shouldn't be too free sometimes >.<
Makes me feel as if I'm wasting my life away >.<
As for today,
today I woke up extra extra early to go for my appointment at the hair salon.
Spent a couple of hours there and came home to lunch alone :\
Watched abit of TV and it's already 4.30.
See,
time flies even when you're not doing anything.
Watched snippets of Mayday's concert earlier and out of a sudden,
I wondered what I would be doing on the so called doomsday that is coming on the 21st of Dec this year (pardon me if I got the date wrong).
I wondered who I would be spending it with,
and what I would probably be doing...
Would the world be making special arrangements or prior preparations for the day to come?
Or would they just be going on with their usual routine and lives?
But then again,
I don't believe in that.
Because if it's something that we humans can predict,
then God's plan wouldn't be so splendid.
So I guess I shouldn't be thinking about these.
Anyways there're so many movies that I wanna catch!
There's the Jay Chou-Nicholas Tse movie coming up,
and also Jack Neo's latest movie- I Not Naughty (I think),
and I haven't even caught Na Xie Nian yet :/
I really wanna watch that!
But I think it's no longer airing in cinemas :\
I really gotta be doing some saving,
seriously.
The year to come is not a financially stable one for me,
and this,
I can predict.

Shall be going off now,
even though I have no idea what to do next but I'll come up with something,
I should at least stop staring at a screen for a while.
The week's ending soon.
Hope it goes well.
Will be ending it with Meixi's birthday party on Saturday and a gathering on Sunday.
Also considering if I should go for Ivan's POP on Sat morning too...
It's way too early- like 6 plus A.M early,
and...
should I even be going in the first place...?
I'm not his anybody...
and he ain't mine too...
Ais.
Alright that's all for now folks,
ciao~

-With All My Heart, Alina ;