Sometimes I really don't get the kind of sister I have.

Or maybe I also should be reflecting on the kind of sister I am. No doubt me and Alicia are not the best pair of sisters around,

but I don't understand why our relationship is this way either.

It just doesnt seem to work sometimes.

Nowadays she's so preoccupied with her phone that it's getting on my nerves,

on all of our nerves actually.

Is this part of growing up?

Maybe, I guess.

But there have been one too many occasions when she's just too much.

Her mood simply fluctuates and when it does,

the whole world has to cater to her mood swings and in the end no one is happy.

Is this the responsibility of an elder sister?

That I should give in and accept her as she is?

Or should I knock some sense into her and make her grow up abit.

There are many times whereby I wish she was someone I could rely upon,

someone who will always be there for me.

But in reality,

she cannot really.

Perhaps we're too different,

or rather too alike.

But one thing's for sure,

I wish we were closer and could do what other sisters do together,

but right now I think the feeling's just not mutual.