Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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Monday, December 19, 2011

RAIN IN MY HEART...
The weather right now reflects how I feel today.
Dark and gloomy :(
Haven't been sleeping well since last Wednesday,
even though I don't regret going that day.
But now that I finally know what I genuinely want,
I can't bring myself to lead another person on.
I don't want to be thinking about it but deep down I know it's always there.
And as I finally fall asleep,
you had to appear there,
even in my dreams.
Tell me how am I supposed to keep you off my mind,
tell me.
I should really practice what I preach about letting nature take its course and having fate decide the way.

Anyways I'm finally free today!
Haven't gotten a good rest even though attachments ended on Friday.
Saturday was jammed packed with activities.
Went helping out in a Nursing Home in the morning and went to church in the late afternoon,
followed by planting the surprise party at Mei's place at night.
Sunday was equally busy for me as we went out the whole day as well.
Watched Mission Impossible in the afternoon and went JP to have Chinese food; my treat haha.
Thought I should do my part in showing some appreciation for my family in this season of giving. Lol.
By the time we got back and finally showered it was already 11 plus.
Slept till 11 plus 12 this morning but still feels as if I haven't gotten enough sleep.
Just wanna rest for today and therefore called off 2 meetings.
Sorry! But I really wanna rest.
And this week's more or less packed as well.
Have an appointment tomorrow morning and will probably spend the rest of the day preparing something for Andy's birthday on Friday.
On the 21st I'll be running some errands before meeting Ade Jung and Olivia for dinner,
22nd will be spent with Mum and on the 23rd there'll be caroling plus stayover.
Will be going to watch Shus's performance on the 24th.
Then it's CHRISTMAS!^^
Have something on that morning too,
before going to meet Ivan in the afternoon XDD
It's a crazy week ahead.
But still I think I'm gonna enjoy it.
Can't wait for Daph to come back from her Malaysia trip and meet up for a eating plus HTHT session.
Ohh and also,
I should be posting photos before new ones come up.
So here we goooooooo!

So on the 3rd of December,
me and Meimei met at 8.30 in the morning @ JP's Mac to discuss the plans for the day.
Wrote a list of the stuff to buy and headed off to do a little shopping.
Bought the materials for the card as well as the presents for Vy and went off to Mei's place where we worked on both card and Vy's presents.

We were in such a rush that day.
Gotta complete the card within a limited period of time in order to be in time to collect our SCAT forms for attachment.
So, with empty stomachs we rushed off to school after having completed Vy's card and prezzie.
Collected the forms in school and were almost dying of tiredness.
Cause it was raining very much like today that day,
we were rather lang bei too hahaha XDD
The next plan was to meet Vy to do Daph's card and presents!
So, we went off to the final stop- Vivocity to meet up with Vy.
Bought the presents and went LJS to do the card and to wrap the present^^

Around 7 pm Daph arrived and we had Ajisen for dinner^^
The point of the whole surprise was to let Vy think that we're celebrating Daph's birthday and have Daph believe that we're celebrating Vy's birthday!
When in actual fact, we're celebrating both!^^

In the end, the plan was executed successfully and both girls were surprised and we were happy haha! XDD

Make a wish~ Make a wish~

"I wish to marry park yoochun~"
Lol.

May your wishes come true dears!^^

Presents!^^ We tried not to deliver the same concept to both birthday girls.
So Vy got her presents in a box while Daph...

Being the epic woman she is, we made her an epic hamper, with her favorite apples^^

Hahaha I was half-expecting them to drop a tear or two cause we had put in so much effort, energy and time, not to mention also lies, to make this a success haha XDD
But even though they didn't cry I was almost at tears lol.
It's good enough knowing that they appreciated everything(:

My confidante always(:

Our sweet bimbo(:

Went to the skydeck to catch the fireworks after the celebration!

My co-planner that day- Mei!^^
Without her it was impossible that things went so well :DD
We make the best team everrr! :DD

With the birthday babes :DD

What's a gathering without a group photo right? Hahaha!

Love you ladies(:

And the night ended with the usual laughs and stupid jokes XDD
As for the celebration last Saturday,
there wasn't much time and hands to take photos cause we were super cautious about not making too much noises and we had too much stuff on our hands.
So yeahh, no photos for that unfortunately.
But at least we get to keep the good memories(:

Shall end off the post with a group photo taken last last Saturday.
Went out with Buddy Wong that day before meeting Ivan for dinner and lastly to George's place to celebrate Wc's and Con's birthday.

Even though it's a different feeling hanging out with them as compared to my usual friends,
it's a familiar feeling that I'd like to keep.
See yall again soon!(:

That's about all for today!
Feels like sleeping again T.T
Annyeong~

-With All My Heart, Alina ;