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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

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    Saturday, December 31, 2011


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    It's time to say goodbye to 2011...

    Once again,
    the year has come to an end.
    Time seems to be rushing by too quickly,
    so much so that I can't help but hurry.
    Feels as if it was only a while before when I counted down to the year 2011.
    And yet today I'm sitting down here again,
    waiting to count down to 2012.
    In the meantime,
    I shall do some flashbacks and look back on the year 2011.
    Among the many epic events that's happened over the past year,
    I've chosen 5 to write on.
    So here it goes...

    1.  Alicia's 2nd knee operation
    This year my family received a horrible news and it impacted everyone,
    more so Alicia for sure.
    She had to undergo a second surgery on her knee so as to strengthen the ligaments and in doing so,
    reduce the risk of a highly likely relapse.
    In the beginning she couldn't take the news well and it was rather depressing having to watch but yet helpless to do anything.
    We explored various options and came to the conclusion that a surgery is the only way.
    And so with a heavy heart Alicia went for the operation.
    Although we were more or less prepared this time owing to the experience gained from the first operation she had last year,
    it still wasn't easy,
    for my mum in particular.
    In all those nights my sister couldn't fall asleep my mum stayed with her.
    And even when she did fall asleep,
    my mum would stay up to watch her.
    Indeed,
    a mother's love cannot be measured.
    And because of this I had my first experience of running under the rain while pushing a wheelchair.
    So Alicia,
    think twice before you make us mad lol.
    But I'm glad that it is finally over,
    and I pray that no one else in the family has to undergo any more medical procedures in the year to come.

    2. The end of the Harry Potter (movie) saga
    Being an avid fan of the Harry Potter books,
    the end of the movie series is definitely one of the most epic events of the year!
    I almost cried when the movie came to an end T.T
    Even though the battle scenes weren't exactly up to (my) expectations,
    it was pleasant to watch.
    And from now on the muggle world is going to be as mundane as it was before Harry Potter began,
    sadly.

    3. Genting trip with my ladies
    This made the list because it's my first trip overseas with friends(;
    And for 3 days I felt as if all my troubles and problems have drifted off with the clouds >.<
    And because all of us didn't auto roam our phones,
    we seem to have all the time with one another,
    without anyone being preoccupied with messages,
    or the internet.
    More importantly I think it made us closer with one another,
    especially with Jiayan,
    as before that she wasn't that close with the 2 of them.
    Now I just look forward to our next overseas trip together(:

    4. Cass and Shus
    I cannot think of a better title for number 4 because this is it.
    They are 2 very epic people in my life and I'm very thankful that they came into my life,
    especially at a time when I needed spiritual support and strength.
    I got to know more about Cass when we worked together during the past attachments,
    and it was a very gradual friendship as both of us belong to different cliques in school and therefore do not have much opportunities to hang out together.
    And as for Shus,
    like Cass we also do not interact much in school even though we worked on the same project this year.
    However,
    things changed when Cass came to church this year.
    Through church we became closer and are friends even outside school,
    outside attachments.
    And being with them is different from being with the ladies,
    even though I enjoy the company of both.
    But with them we can talk about deeper issues and do different things,
    like cooking perhaps,
    something which Vyvy, Mei, Daphy, and myself are rather unable to accomplish when you put us together hahaha XDD
    Cass and Shus are just like family to me.

    5. Knowing God
    Technically I knew Him a long time ago,
    and He probably knew me too.
    But I guess I had never really knew Him,
    until June this year when something just clicked.
    I don't know what,
    but it just did.
    And through Him I feel like a renewed child.
    I'm still me,
    I haven't changed,
    just that now I know that I have the strength to walk even when I'm weary,
    the light to see even when I'm in the dark,
    and the faith to carry on even when there is so much uncertainty.
    Of course there is and still will be times when I feel that there is no one with me,
    that He's not watching over me,
    but I hope to change that,
    which brings me to my resolutions for the year ahead!

    It took me some time but still I came up with five.
    5 Resolutions for 2012:
    1. To be a better follower and to spend more time serving in the ministry.
    2. To continue to improve on my time management and get things done way before datelines.
    3. To be able to take better care of my family members.
    4. To spend more wisely, seriously.
    5. To fill the missing space in my life right now.
    I'm being practical here haha. I've been saying my life has everything it needs except for a man >.<

    Alrighty,
    I guess this marks the end of my final post for 2011.
    No matter what has happened in the past year,
    it's time to look forward.
    Keep the happy moments safe in our memories and wash away the sad thoughts.
    If 2012's the end of the year,
    I would want to live every moment to the fullest,
    I believe everyone would want that too.
    May the year be a good one for all!^^

    And it's time to say hello to 2012!

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;