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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

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    Monday, December 26, 2011


    #8yearswithTVXQ
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    Still remember when I watched their debut performance "Hug" for the very first time.
    Who knew those boys would grow up into the men they are today.
    But no matter how much they've changed and how many years have gone by,
    the love for them remains.
    This is not the end.
    Because there is no end.

    Time to do a post on the events of the past few days.
    Starting with... 21st December 2011
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    Dined out with Ade Jung and Olivia^^
    It's been so long since we last met up,
    and I'm glad we did before the year ends(:
    Caught up about our lives quite a bit before Ade Jung left in a car LOL.
    While Olivia and I walked over to the busstop to catch a bus hahaha XDD
    Anyways,
    I had a great time that evening and I hope we meet up again soon!^^

    Went Christmas shopping with mum on the 22nd December and spent quite a bit as well.
    Treated mum to a meal and bought clothes and a pair of shoes.
    Been some time since we last did shopping together and as much as I enjoyed it,
    I'd rather she save some of those money for herself and not spend so much >.<

    On the 23rd December it's ANDY's BIRTHDAY!
    Didn't exactly do much this year.
    Lunched at Ichiban with the family and spent the evening caroling with the Youth Group.
    Although it is something that I should be doing,
    it's hard not to feel awkward in the group.
    May I have the courage to open up and interact better with the fellow brothers and sisters.
    Anyways we threw a surprise party for Andy at midnight.
    Even though it was a day late,
    I think he pretty much enjoyed himself,
    which is a good thing I suppose.
    I just hope through this he'll feel a sense of belonging in the group and will be more motivated to go for the YF meetings on Saturdays.
    The event ended at around 3am in the morning and we cabbed home afterthat.
    Showered and finally caught up with sleep.

    24th was a drastic day with drastic events.
    Shall not elaborate on them.
    I can only say that it's not the best Christmas Eve I had.
    But for the first time I felt that I was brave and independent enough.
    Ultimately,
    I'm never lonely,
    even though I may be alone.
    Stayed out with Shus after service to do her last minute Christmas shopping.
    Had a long talk with her about the problems going on and thankfully she was there to give me the best advice,
    although sometimes they are not the words I want to hear because of the piled up anger.
    But I'm thankful I have her for a friend and very much a sister.
    Went home at around midnight and slept at 1am.

    CHRISTMAS~
    Had service in the morning before I went out with Shus and Cass in an impromptu gathering.
    Went to Conrad Hotel to support our NUS Choir in their caroling.
    The manager was nice to be giving us souvenir bags which contain cookies and a cute little teddy even though we weren't part of the choir.
    We even took photos with Santa Claus but as Shus haven't uploaded the photos I couldn't post.
    Had a very filling lunch @Steakhouse before we went to Taka to collect Shu's tart for her Christmas party in the evening.
    Town was flooded,
    not with water this time,
    but with people.
    The human traffic was horrible.
    I don't get why people would want to spend Christmas in the middle of a gigantic human pool.
    But ultimately we squeezed our way through and mrt-ed home.
    The rest of the night was spent nuaing and opening the presents received.
    Love the presents but more importantly,
    felt the love emitting from everybody(:

    And today,
    today's the 8th year since the debut of beloved TVXQ.
    Didn't do much the entire day but in the evening while the rest of the family's over at my aunt's place,
    I've invited Shus, Cass and Bisbox over for a somewhat post-Christmas dinner and just to chillax over games and movies.
    Hopefully they wouldn't be too bothered with the mess at home hahaha XDD

    Something's been troubling me alot lately.
    I really should do something about it.

    Ohh and I've been considering switching to wordpress haha.
    Blogger's been overly annoying with the change in format and stuff.
    Maybe it'll be the first change I'm getting for the new year ahead! ;)
    Shall see how it goes!(:

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;