<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

Photobucket KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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    DESIGNER: ice angel


    Brushes: aethereality.net

    Sunday, September 11, 2011


    Walking alone in the streets,
    I suddenly felt a surge of feelings.
    I don't know if they meant something,
    but overall,
    the mood's just negative.
    I walked on,
    with the songs playing in my earpiece.
    And when it stopped at "Why",
    I felt like crying.
    But then I realized,
    there was no tears left in me.
    With everything's that's happened,
    I realize that I'm slowly losing myself.
    And it's sad knowing that even though I gave my best to everything as far as possible,
    but in the end,
    all I've had were just disappointments.
    I thought that I could,
    that I could in the darkest of your times,
    light up a part of your life.
    But being human,
    we really do take certain things easily.
    And now I've become a part of your expectations.
    I know I should be living more for myself,
    but because some people are important to me,
    because I stil want you to be happy,
    I try not to be selfish.
    Yet,
    all I've become is more weary than before.
    Now I guess it's not a matter whether I want you in my life,
    but whether I am still needed in yours.

    I'm only human,
    there is only so much I can do...
    Putting on that smile 24/7 on my face doesn't mean I'm okay.
    If you just knew...

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;