Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Saturday, September 03, 2011

Sometimes I feel so alone.
Not as in alone-alone,
but that even though I may be in a crowd of people,
talking to my friends,
or watching television with my family members,
I am still but one person.
I think we all get a little lonely sometimes.

Woke up this morning feeling a little cranky.
Attempted to sleep longer but my stomach was growling so much that I couldn't sleep further.
Finally got up to have breakfast,
packed my files by discarding away all the old notes and replacing them with new ones.
However,
that left me with little satisfaction.
This week seemed to have passed by slower than usual.
The days felt longer and I grew more tired.
Thankfully it's gonna be a pretty short week next week as I'm self-declaring Monday a holiday.
Lol.
And coincidentally it's mum's birthday and she has taken leave,
so we can spend the morning and perhaps afternoon together(:
Anyways,
it was TGIF yesterday and I spent it with Vyvy Tan and Meihong(:
Daphy had family commitments and could not join our 5 hour session of Monopoly deal followed by HTHT session @Island Creamery.
Lol Island Creamery has somehow become "our place".
And it'll probably feels weird if I were to come with some others in the future.
Because it was here that we forged so much memories and shared so many things together,
everything over a cup of double-scoop icecream(:
Anyways last night was probably the first time we talked about more in-depth issues,
with Vyvy that is,
cause Vy spends most of her time with another clique of friends and we hardly get such opportunities to get together in school.
Hahaha isn't it funny how we can get together as such close friends even though one of us belongs to another clique?
I guess that's how things work.
If Vyvy and I hadn't got paired up in our Effective Coms Test in the first sem we wouldn't have got this far together.
After last night,
I cherish this four-sided bond more than ever.
And I know we'll always be there for one another,
always.
Sometimes I'm so skeptical about my life cause I've received so much love from so many places.
And I wonder what if one day God decides that I've had enough love for a lifetime and takes them all away from my life.
And I'm definitely not someone who believes that good things are a usual part of my life,
especially with regards to people.
I guess I simply have people-issues.
But because of some of the amazing people who came into my life and stayed,
I cannot help but be selfish and hope that they'll remain here forever.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;