Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

LEAVE

2E1`05 4E1`07
NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Monday, September 26, 2011

I.AM.BACK(:
This is my first post after returning from Genting(:
Throughout the trip I've been thinking how I could post the memories and blog about our adventures even though it was merely a 3-Day trip.
However,
at the end of it,
I realize there was no way I can describe it.
And there's also no way I can cram the few hundreds of photos into one blog post either -.-"
Anyhow,
I'm really, really glad that we went for this.
Because initially each of us was facing some kind of problem of our own,
I didn't think it would work out as perfectly as it did.
I was worried that we would bring our problems along and let them affect us.
But thankfully,
none of that happened,
and so,
I cannot be more thankful than this.
This trip has no doubt brought us closer than ever before,
especially with regards to my friendship with Jiayan,
I think we've moved on to another level in our friendship.
I realize we're actually 2 very similar people and maybe because of that,
I feel that I have this need to take care of her and protect her from all that negativity she need not go through.
I really need to thank her for opening up to me and because of that,
we got to know each other better but more importantly,
I found another soulmate in a friend.
I really cannot be more thankful for that.
It is not possible for me to clearly jot down all the feelings I experienced during that short stay,
but most of all,
I felt gratitude all the way,
for I know true friends are really hard to find,
especially in a world like ours,
where hypocrisy is everywhere and you'll never know who to trust,
but I'm glad I found all the right people in my life.
Even though there are and will be times whereby we have our disagreements and perhaps unhappiness,
but they just let me realize that even in the worst times,
I'll want to cherish our friendship and make it better.

This is my definition of friendship.
We have a long long way to go(:

-With All My Heart, Alina ;