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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

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    DESIGNER: ice angel


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    Monday, September 12, 2011


    Every man for himself.

    This morning I walked pass my void deck and to my horror,
    saw this foreign worker picking up jellies clogged at the drains using his bare hands and putting them into his so-called "dustpan" (you know those dustpans made of an old tin cut into half and secured to a stick, yeahh that's his dustpan).
    At that moment,
    I don't know why my heart simply went out to him.
    I rummaged through my bag for my pack of tissue but realize I've finished it and had forgotten to replace with a new one.
    In the end I could only walk by helplessly as he continued picking up possibly hundreds of the remaining jellies at the drain site.
    As there was a wedding at my void deck yesterday,
    the void deck was loaded with thrash,
    and apparently,
    leftover food.
    I have no idea why the jellies had been at the drain but surely,
    someone or some people had thought that someone or some people would clean up their mess.
    And clearly,
    someone did.
    He didn't even have any gloves on.
    Just him and his bare hands.
    That sight bugged me for the whole of today,
    really I couldn't help thinking about it.
    Yes,
    they are foreigners,
    and yes,
    they chose the job.
    But sometimes showing a little more consideration wouldn't kill right?
    If the people at the wedding hadn't caused the mess or had cleaned up properly after themselves,
    the poor worker wouldn't have to do that.
    Singaporeans think that even picking up a piece of flyer on the floor is dirty,
    then what about picking up hundreds of overnight soiled food from the drain?
    We only know how to say "this dirty, that dirty",
    actually the truth is,
    we're the dirtiest of all.
    Who left all that litter on the floor?
    Who couldn't be bothered to go that extra distance to throw your own thrash into the bin?
    Who is forever waiting for the sweeping uncle or aunty or foreign worker to clean?
    It's us.
    Just stay back after national day parade and look at the dumpster you're standing in.
    I just wish people could be a little more considerate,
    even towards the most insignificant member of the society,
    because even the ant serves its purpose in the community,
    let alone a human.
    Respect is key.

    It's Monday blues everyone,
    plus the weather,
    it can possibly be Monday black.
    Seriously,
    the haze is really bad and people around me are either falling sick or already sick.
    I've been really annoyed since this morning.
    And seeing the haze get from bad to worse didn't help but add fuel to the fire,
    as if there weren't enough already.
    Have nobody thought of the consequences of their actions?
    Is destruction the only thing you people are capable of?
    Burn burn burn.
    You people should just burn and die.
    Man is such a hateful species.
    I don't see the point why some of the people out there are still trying to save lives,
    when all we should do is let them all die.
    We are one disappointing race.
    What will God say,
    seeing us in such a state...
    Man can't even save ourselves,
    much less save the Earth.
    So spare me all that shit about saving this and saving that.
    Save yourselves from the damnation first man.

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;