*SCREAMS*Can you people just get off my back?
Stop coming to me for the wrong reasons and expect me to entertain you.
Like what the hell.
I don't mean to be be rude but yeahh,
fuck off please tyvm.
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The day started off fine.
In fact,
it started off pretty well,
since it's the last day of clinicals today.
And Fridays are supposed to be like this:
So cute right?^^
Fiona has this sheet of paper which says "My Work Week" and it's uber cute.
I have a pic of it but it doesn't seem very clear to me.
But nonetheless,
here you go:
The 'Wednesday' one's so true.
I always feel it's the hardest day to get by >.<
Anyways,
over the week I've seen more babies than I've ever seen in my entire life.
It's true that babies are one of the cutest things on earth and initially,
I was so afraid of handling them 'cause they had seem so fragile and had "breakable" written all over them.
Hence,
I would avoid carrying them or even going close,
as I really can't stand all that crying.
But then,
when I fed my first baby,
everything changed.
They are indeed these bundles of love,
and you'd wanna shower them all the love that you can ever give.
Even more so,
they're people you wanna protect,
even though they're people you've never met.
I hope all of them grow up healthy and make something good out of their lives.
Jiayou babies! :DD
Attachment has finally ended.
And honestly speaking,
this has been a pretty good posting,
considering all the newly acquired skills and knowledge,
but much more than that,
it's the people I met.
The clinical instructors are like the best so far(:
And I'm thankful for everything, really.
And now,
it's photo time!
Introducing,
Ally!
I really like this.
It's a gift from my tutee and it's like handmade in Thailand.
Just nice Jaebaby likes elephants too.
It's not that I'm biased but this elephant is really damn cute.
I was playing with it so much that my tutee just gave it to me haha XDD
And this is a gift from me to myself hahaha :DD
Okay,
maybe most people will see it as a waste of money but I like it,
especially because it's star-shaped and so,
ohh well,
it's not everyday that I spend my money on useless things like these.
And anyway it's a watch and so,
it's not exactly useless haha XDD
And ohh,
I realized I had this long cut on my arm after I got out of shower.
It's like hurting and itching at the same time and I can't remember where I got it.
Feels so sorry for myself now.
Ais.
And I'm feeling quite hungry now.
I was actually quite angry at my mum earlier 'cause there's like no food at home.
Usually when I did afternoon shifts I'll come home to find supper but today,
I guess she's just so occupied with her new gadget to think about me.
And I hate it when she doesn't want to even talk to me when I'm in a bad mood (like earlier),
which led me to be in an even badder mood.
All it takes is hormonal imbalance and a few annoying people.
Seriously,
if this carries on I really don't know how to face you,
'cause each time I see you I'll only be reminded of how disgusted I am with that attitude of yours.
Do you really think the world revolves around you and you alone?
Wake up hello.
Ade Jung was the person that came to mind when I felt like I need to vent it out.
And luckily she was there or I would have exploded >.<
So angry,
but yet again,
there's nothing I can do,
I can't change you nor make you change.
So there's no point in getting angry also.
You just live your life while I live mine.
Ahh okay,
guess I should end now,
will post again soon.
Goodnight people(:
It had been one angsty night.
Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities.
For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next.
But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly.
I came to be me on 10th June 1991.
Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying.
Family and friends are my life.
At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD
Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have.
Now you know how to make me happy.
I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart.
I'm majorly affected by the people around me.
Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse.
Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^
KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY 
