Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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2E1`05 4E1`07
NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Friday, July 29, 2011

Today just started out wrong.
Wayward wrong I'm tellin' ya.
It's been ages I've been this suay.
And this is my series of unfortunate events:
1. My mum had woke me up slightly later than expected.
2. My dad forgot to charge me phone, somehow.
3. I arrived at the busstop late, and realize I haven't got my wallet in my bag.
4. I phoned my dad and his cell was off. I phoned my mum, not expecting an answer.
And I was right. I didn't receive one.
5. I rushed home and waited like damn long for that lift to come down.
6. I waited equally long for the lift to come up again -.-"
8. When I finally arrived at the busstop 10 minutes later I was running super late and 502 came. The thing is, both of my ezlink cards had insufficient value -.-"
I was like "Uncle! Deng yi xia! Wo yao xia che!!!"
Lol.
I shoulda have killed myself there and then-.-"

And so my Friday started out like that.
Lol.
It's been this bad for a couple of weeks now.
I really shouldn't be doing anything on Fridays >.<
Anyways,
Conventus is officially over(:
No more rehearsals and aching arms from all that carrying and transporting.
But still,
I had a great time and despite all the long hours of rehearsals and everything,
the results were worth it(:
Glad to see both audience and performers enjoy every moment of it.
Also,
this event helped bring the Yr2s and Yr3s closer together due to the collaboration between the 2 cohorts.
I hope we'll be able to establish an even closer unit along with the Yr1s as well(:
Welcome to the family^^
This feeling of belonging,
I wonder,
how long will it last...
Are we together simply because right now,
we are together?
And when the day comes when everyone leaves and moves on to their separate ways,
will we still be as bonded as we are today?
Because this feeling is so precious to me,
I don't want it to end...
This place where I can go to,
these people whom I can turn to,
will I lose them someday?
Surely,
when the day comes,
some of us will fade away,
and I might not be able to remember each and every one of their faces.
So I suppose what's important is right now;
to create more memories together,
such that one day when we look back we can all say "We're all part of this family called nursing".
I don't want to think about what the future may bring,
where our paths will lead,
I just want to live in the present,
as much as I can,
and cherish as much as I can cherish,
today.

Ahhhh and I was so tired that I KO-ed the moment I got home.
And I had a nightmare that we had forgot to bring the props up stage in time >.<
Lol.
It's 12.30 now,
and I guess I should head to bed soon(:
goodnight everybody(:

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Jar Of Hearts

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

And it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

-With All My Heart, Alina ;