Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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Sunday, July 10, 2011

Okay photobucket has officially pissed me off.
BIG TIME.
Been trying for so long now and that damn thing just wouldn't load my photos.
Freak it.
But then again,
this hasn''t been my day at all.
Right from the moment I woke up I knew it wasn't gonna be a good day for me ;(
Like damn.
Why do all of these only happen to me?

But whatever.
I'll calm down and try to do up a good post.
I'm using Free Image Hosting right now.
I hope this thingy works :\
Gosh can't help my cursin'.

Alrighty I shall begin:

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"Confidimus autem de cura" (literally means confidence to care)-
the theme for Nursing FOC 2011(:
It's been a good 4 days and I believe everyone,
both seniors and juniors likewise have bonded in ways we never thought we could.
For the juniors,
new friendships were forged,
and for us seniors,
I guess our bond with one another became stronger as well.
It's difficult for me to write down in detail everything,
cause there're just so much memories and also feelings that I don't know how to describe in words.
Shall post some of the pics taken from the camp then(:

This is the first day in camp(:
While the Yr 1s are getting to know each other through games and icebreakers,
some Yr 2s are camwhoring...
Ooops XDD

Also on Day 1.
Meimei and myself are station masters in charge of a game called "Happy Bunny".
Very disturbing experience.
Very.
And not to mention, stinky as well.
Check out all the food on the table that's not to be eaten.
You'd get it.
And yes,
I learnt how to play Monopoly Deal from Meimei that day too!^^
Day 1 was mainly about getting to know one another and warming up for the days that follow(:
The 198 spent the night at Daphy's house that day.
We should have more sleepovers in the future hahaha XDD

The night passed by too quickly and before we knew it,
it was morning.
Had to report to West Coast Park by 8 that morning and the 3 of us woke up around 6,
washed up and walked over to the Macs @ WCP for breakfast.
It's been a long time since I had breakfast @ MacDonalds and it was so enjoyable kekeke XDD
Best.
The weather's really insane that day.
And I can't tell you how thankful I am for not being one of the players on the field.

So while the OGs are playing out in the field,
we were slacking in a corner hahaha XDD
After the morning sports games we headed back to the hall where they played water games.
Pretty fun I must say.
But it's also pretty gross as well;
with all that tomato sauce and stuff...
Again,
I'm thankful I'm a senior wahahaha XDD

We decided to stay in hall that night cause they had a room to spare and so Daphy and I shared the room.
Lol.
I'll carry those memories of us to the grave.
Epic moments.
Epic.

Day 3 started really early too.
First I was stationed at HPB and then we headed off to Sentosa.

With Daphy, Meimei and Lanelle^^

The weather's just as bad that day.
I was tanned TTM.
The sand was like burning and I salute all of those who played that day.
It wasn't all that smooth sailing cause one dude dislocated his jaw.
But thankfully,
nurses are forever prepared and so the medical team took care of it and he was back later that evening.
We had finale night that evening and it was epic fun.
Everyone was so damn high we were dancing like nobody's business.
Lol.
And at the end of it all we were all so tired we headed to bed at around 3am while some of the rest (mostly the Yr !s and their OGLs) continued to party on their own.
Chatted quite a lot with Daphy that night and I probably told her some of my deeepest secrets in my blurry state.
Lol.
And the day ended with laughter,
and more laughter.

Day 4 came quickly.
It was mainly about handling out prizes,
thanking everyone involved,
and loads of phototaking.
Overall,
it has been a satisfying experience.
I wasn't in the least interested about participating in camp at all due to all the workload.
But in the end,
it was worth it all.
To see the juniors unite in such a way reminds me of my own camp a year ago.
I hope this bond continues on for a long long time,
such that one day we can call ourselves one.

The SENIORS(:

Even though camp has now ended (and I'm glad it did),
the journey has just started for them,
and I hope that they'll be able to find strength in one another in times of distress and come together in this family of nurses(:
I'm aware that nursing wasn't the first choice for a handful of them,
but they'll learn to love it,
if they can see,
the rewards behind the giving,
just as we did(:

-With All My Heart, Alina ;