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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

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    Tuesday, July 19, 2011


    Disclaimer:
    I'm just saying this out of general.
    So if you're not guilty,
    this blog post shouldn't affect you.

    Men.
    Boys.
    They're all the same.
    Don't tell me different,
    cause the truth is,
    it ain't.

    Because of you she's losing sleep.
    Because of you she doesn't even have the appetite to eat.
    Because of you she's crying alone everyday.
    Because of you she's hurting inside on her own.
    And what the hell are you doing?
    Enjoying life with another chick in your arms.
    Damn you, like seriously.

    Do you boys/men enjoy doing this?
    Lead a girl on and toy with her feelings?
    Trample on her heart and leave it to bleed?
    Damn.
    If you never had the intention to bring her happiness,
    don't say things you never mean.
    You people utter the words "I love you" like it's some sort of greeting.
    You effing flirt with the girl and when her heart's finally yours you effing shove her away like dirt.
    Is this some sort of game to you?
    Is a girl's heart an effing game field?
    Don't say the word "forever" like you mean it.
    Because "forever" means a lifetime if you don't know.
    And if you cannot fucking deliver,
    don't fucking say it.

    I effing don't like it when somebody takes my friend for a fool,
    especially when you go around breaking her heart like that.
    Do you know how much tears she shed?
    How many nights she woke up with you in her head?

    A close friend of mine was crying to me today telling me all about this a-hole.
    This guy had her played like a fool for a year,
    going on dates,
    sending her gifts,
    whispering sweet-nothings,
    leading her into thinking they really had a thing going on.
    And when she finally plucked up the courage to tell him how she felt,
    the shit begins.
    She wrote it in the form of a letter but he never gave a reply.
    They continued going out after that.
    And that idiot had never brought up the issue about the letter.
    It wasn't until recently that my friend asked then he gave her an answer.
    Guess what.
    That bastard's actually dating another girl,
    and all this while he had never said anything about it.
    And if my friend hadn't asked,
    he probably wouldn't have said shit.

    You know,
    it's perfectly all right to not love a girl,
    even though she may love you.
    But you fucking take the responsibility to handle it well and not give the girl false hopes thinking that she stands a chance at happiness with you.
    Do you know how much courage a girl needs in order to confess to a guy?
    And in exchange for that,
    you gave her crap.
    But the worst part is,
    after all the shit you put her through,
    you had never bothered to give her an explanation,
    the reasons why you would torture her that way.
    Not even an apology, nothing.
    You lousy piece of shit.

    To all the players out there,
    I hope you all rot and burn in eternal damnation.
    Yes, I said that.

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;