Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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SHENN
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SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
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WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
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DESIGNER: ice angel

Brushes: aethereality.net

Thursday, June 09, 2011

This has been a sentimental morning.

All morning I have been watching vids of the boys,

and came across one with leader talking about the past,

where the boys played in the water together.

Out of a sudden I felt this warm fuzzy feeling,

comforted by the fact that he still speaks of those times,

those precious times.

But afterwards as I scanned through the fansites,

I saw shots of their schedules back when there were 5.

It really was horrible.

They had activities like every single day,

sometimes more than one each day.

And they had to be flying in and out of the country every other day,

so much so that they didn't even have the time to rest.

I never doubted the fact that being an artiste is a difficult journey,

but having to endure all that,

is just not humane.

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Saw this in syc and I thought "Leaving wasn't the best option, it was the only option.".

Then,

I came across fan accounts of the charity concert that took place a few days back.

I don't usually spend much time on fan accounts but strangely,

this time I had an urge to read them.

As I read through the fan accounts one by one,

I felt a lump in my throat.

After so long,

they're finally able to perform in Japan.

Jaejoongie was so happy,

and I believe the other 2 were too^^

And I'm also thankful that they received so much love from Bigeast.

The support for them from Bigeast is indeed not to be matched.

Since Tokyo Dome I'm really impressed by their strength.

And I'm glad the boys have that place to go to,

where they will always be protected,

and know that there will always be people waiting for them to return home to.

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Please take care of yourselves!

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Ohmy.

This is sucha fangirl post,

but yeahh,

I'm a fangirl today,

Jaejoongie's fangirl.

Hahaha :DD

Anyway,

I'll do a birthday post soon(:

have got plenty to post about(:

In the meanwhile,

take care everybody(:

P.S I'm in love with the weather this morning^^

-With All My Heart, Alina ;