HELLO PEOPLE!^^I had intended to post this on the 10th itself but because there were some problems with photobucket,
I couldn't upload the photos directly via the internet.
So, being the brainy now-20-year-old me,
I uploaded the photos onto photobucket using my handphone itself.
Hahaha!
Anyways,
even though this may have came a day late,
the feelings are still the same.
And as it's 1.30 am right now,
I may be able to write better with the quietness of the night.
I promised a birthday post,
so here it goes(:
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I spent the evening with my girls- Meihong and Vyvy.
Daphy was supposed to meet us as well but because she was ill that day,
she couldn't make it.
I must admit that I was quite disappointed not seeing her,
but health is still most important.
And anyway I know we'll be spending so many more birthdays together(:
Even so,
I enjoyed myself with Meihong and Vyvy just as well(:
We had Swensens that night and it was then that I made my first birthday wish(:
If you had been stalking my facebook,
you would see that there were many shots of this pose taken that day haha!
I think Vyvy shot me with continuous shots and because I took a long time making my wish,
or rather wishes,
it turned out there were about 18 pictures of me with this pose.
Hahaha!
Yeahh anyway,
we had an icecream cake that night,
and they even filmed a video of me unwrapping the presents >.<
Honestly,
I teared up quite abit seeing the presents.
It's not really about the presents but of the love and effort I felt from within.
In fact,
there have been a couple of occasions when I felt so touched by the love received from everyone around me :')
Anyways,
these are what I received from the girls(:
So pretty right?
it looks like a lunchbox to me(:
They were really sweet(:
And these represents the 4 of us(:
How can I not be touched?
Indeed(:
Actually,
this was what got my tears falling.
They each wrote an individual letter to me (except for Daphy cause they didn't get to meet her either, so I'll KIV her letter)
And their words were like candles,
shining their warmth into my heart.
At that point of time,
there was only gratitude.
I had never thought about being able to make such close friends in a place like university,
where there is no certainty about anything,
and everybody's just competing against everybody to reach the peak.
Yet,
here I am,
with one of the finest people I can ever have in my life,
people who I know,
will walk with me through this journey,
through my career,
and through my life.
And I really want them in my life till the very end.
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As buddy's working,
she couldn't exactly spend the day with me,
and so,
we spent the evening together instead^^
I went over to Bugis and we had dinner @ Pepper Lunch together(:
Even though it's a simple dinner,
it doesn't matter to me if I were spending with the people I love(:
Afterwards we headed to the street and begun a shopping spree,
at least she did.
And I can't believe we actually shopped till 10pm that day,
the shops were almost closing >.<
Lol.
Buddy didn't post the pictures up on fb and so I couldn't post them here.
But there's still more to come so there's no need to rush ;)))
Just know that I had a great time and I look forward to spending more time together again^^
I LOVE YOU BUDDY!^^
090611 Part 1
Qian-er came over in the afternoon to pass me this(:
It was really sweet of her to be coming all the way here to pass me the gift.
Qian-er is a friend whom I haven't been in contact with for a long time now,
and I'm also ashamed for not being in contact with her as often as I should.
But I have to say,
even though our paths are so different now,
and that the opportunities to meet are rare,
I'll always have a place for this friend in my heart,
because we still have each other in our memories,
and those memories, I know,
won't be easily forgotten(:
Qian-er! I do cherish you!
You know that right?
And I wish you all the best in your future endeavors and that things would work out the way you would like them to^^
MISSES <333
090611 Part 2
How do I begin?
Because with this friend,
there is no end.
The time spent with Ade Jung is never enough,
at least for me,
because there's always something to say,
something to share.
But I know I'll get to say everything,
since we've got forever to spare(:
We had dinner together @ Lailai that day^^
It was really one filling dinner.
We were both so bloated after dinner that we couldn't stuff down anything else.
Ade Jung walked home with me after that.
I think I'm fond of little things as such;
simply walking and having heart-to-heart conversations.
Just like that(:
And I received a meal,
a lovely card,
a hug,
and lotsa love that day(:
I really feel the effort,
I really do(:
To my Ade Jung forever,
I LOVE YOU~
SARANGHAE~
ASHITERU~
TE AMO~
WO AI NI~
5 different languages,
can you hear me?
Hahaha!
Anyways take care till the next time we meet again^^
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First of all,
I've got to thank this really important person,
for without her,
I wouldn't even be here in the first place,
receiving so much love from so many, many people.
And that person is my mother.
On this day,
she had to endure so many hours of labor before I could enter this world,
and it was because of her pain,
that I had a chance at life.
So thank you mummy^^
Had a simple celebration with my family today(:
Tadaa!
I had 2 cakes this year hehe :DD
Actually,
I feel very sorry to Alicia.
This cake was made at Icing Room this morning.
Alicia had mobility issues but still she insisted on taking the wheelchair down to JP to do this for me.
Of course,
my mum suffered too,
as she was the one having to do all the pushing.
But I was told that Alicia stood up to do the cake decor.
And when she got tired she had to sit down again,
and then stand up once more,
since the height of the wheelchair couldn't allow her to sit and do.
At that moment I realize how stupid and selfish I had been all along.
There I was, thinking of how my freedom would be taken away from me,
when my sister is there thinking of ways just to make me happy,
even when she's got her own problems at hand.
I am really not fit to be in the position of an elder sibling.
But from now,
I will work hard to be one.
Let's start from here okay?
Anyways she even included this in(:
Today, my love for Jae has to be placed aside for the time being hahaha :DD
But yes,
the bottomline is,
although there will always be times whereby we fight,
although there will always be times whereby we wished the other hadn't exist,
deep down inside,
we know we cannot do without the other.
I LOVE YOU ALICIA,
I REALLY, REALLY LOVE YOU!
And these were some of the presents I received from my family(:
Once again,
it's the words that brought such an impact to me.
I had a shock when I received this!
It's a gift from my dad!
But like ohmygod.
A phone?!?!
Omg I love my dad^^
This is from Andy & Alicia^^
This is just sweet(:
I like the star alot,
like alot alot^^
As for my mum,
she gave me quite a bit of stuff as well,
mainly stuff like accessories and such.
Then there's clothing and shoes as well.
Overall,
I really appreciate everything.
And I know how much I am loved in this unit.
Love is not something we need to say often,
it need only be felt by the heart itself.
And tonight,
I felt it, alot,
and I must have been an idiot for thinking otherwise before.
So in the future,
if I ever complain about not being loved enough,
do knock me in the head please.
Ohh yes, I also met Weicheng @ PM today and he passed me this:
There's alot of things in my mind that I don't know how to say,
but I guess a simple "Thank you" would suffice(:
Overall,
I am really happy,
not just today,
but for the entire week in fact.
Truthfully,
you people are the ones who made this day special.
So I thank every single person who may have wished me in person,
through SMS, MMS, FACEBOOK, TWITTER, or any other form of communication there may be(:
I am really, really happy(:
I guess words aren't really necessary anymore,
because you people should know that each and every one of you is important to me.
If my life's a jigsaw puzzle,
you people would no doubt be the puzzle pieces.
Any missing piece and I would not be complete.
Yes,
that's how important you are to me,
so be sure to keep me in your life.
Anyways,
it's 3am in the morning and I don't know how I survived till this time if not for "In Heaven" playing in my earpiece.
Initially I didn't have much of an impression of this song,
until I heard them sing in Japan's Charity Concert.
It's just... how do I put it...beyond amazing.
I now have goosebumps each time I hear it.
Jaebaby is such a wonderful composer :DD
And I really miss him tonight.
All the best for tomorrow's concert KJJ.
I was so happy to see the "SOLD OUT" today!
You guys own it all mannn.
JYJ FTW! XDD
YAY^^
Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities.
For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next.
But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly.
I came to be me on 10th June 1991.
Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying.
Family and friends are my life.
At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD
Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have.
Now you know how to make me happy.
I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart.
I'm majorly affected by the people around me.
Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse.
Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^
KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY 
