<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

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    Saturday, May 21, 2011


    IT'S SHOWTIMEEE!^^
    Yes, I'm backkk!
    Attachment really sucked away a huge part of me.
    But now that it's over,
    I'm back to being myself again weeee~
    Heheh!
    Have got so much to blog about omg.
    Don't know where to start but I'll try to make this flow as much as possible.
    Let's now take a ride back to 30th April 2011(:

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    Spent an awesome Saturday with my loves(:
    Come to think of it,
    it's the first time the 3 of us hung out together beyond the walls of JJ.
    Even though it's already been like 2 years or so,
    our friendship hasn't changed one bit,
    or rather,
    we've gotten closer ever since(:
    It is really amazing how we can relate to one another so well,
    even though we're on separate paths,
    and with the passing of so much time.
    I hope there're many more opportunities coming up(:

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    And did I mention that it's also my first time @ Haagen Dazs?
    I've got to say,
    the icecream's not pricey for no reason.
    They're really goodXDD

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    MISSES <333

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    No matter what happens,
    let's not forget that we still have one another(:
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    14th May 2011:
    It was a movie-weekend.
    Caught 2 movies consecutively- on Saturday and Sunday,
    the first being "Beastly".
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    It's a modern-day take on the fairytale "Beauty and the Beast".
    Typical story but that's what girls go for, I guess.
    Arrogant hot guy turns into ugly beast;
    saves a damsel in distress;
    they fall in love;
    he turns back into this sweet fellow;
    they live happily ever after.
    That's generally how the story went.
    But overall,
    it's good;
    we all need a little romance some time in our lives.

    And on the same day we celebrated KEG's birthday.
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    Pretty right? (:

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    Taken during the preparation(:

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    The birthday boys.
    Lol.
    George -.-"

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    With Buddy Wong outside the turtle-shaped Mac.
    It would have been a cool chillout venue if not for the crowd.
    Personally, the Mac @ PM's still better.
    And that marks the end of another awesome Saturday.
    It wasn't so awesome at the end though.
    But nevermind,
    I don't keep unhappy thoughts in my mind for more than a week.

    15th May 2011.
    Remember I mentioned about 2 movies?
    The second movie's an entirely different genre altogether.
    Speed.
    Action.
    Drive.
    Fast and Furious Five.
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    This is one of the best so far, I must say.
    If I were to sum up my review in just one word,
    it would no doubt be "Action-packed".
    This is one movie worth watching(:
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    Now let's return to 21st May 2011.
    It's finally the end of attachment.
    What had been merely 2 weeks felt like a month to me.
    And you cannot imagine the relief I felt when the clock struck 9 last night.
    This is by far one of the toughest attachments yet.
    And I wouldn't have made it if not for the encouragement and motivation I received from the people around me(:
    First of all,
    Thank God for the strength each day,
    for helping me cope with the daily adversities and overcome the obstacles along the way,
    but much more than that,
    thank you for my family and friends.
    Thanks to Ade Jung's message of encouragement^^
    Thanks to my peers at attachment,
    my working partner Cass Chan,
    thank you for believing in me(:
    Thank you to Meihong who posted this on my wall:
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    Hahaha :DD
    And thanks to my dad for staying up when I'm on PM shift to cook supper for me(:
    But most of all,
    I thank the reason I'm here in the first place- my patients.
    Because of all of you,
    everything was worth it.
    Everything.
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    A child ought to be running free in the playground,
    playing with toys,
    and crying to be fed,
    not intubated with tubes,
    subjected to injections now and then,
    or lying unconsciously on the bed.
    After 2 weeks in the ward,
    I realize that paediatrics may not be the right choice for me afterall.
    I have come across death a couple of times now,
    but to see a child suffering and facing death on his own,
    I don't think I'll ever be able to manage my emotions.
    It's time I rethink my options.

    Alrighty,
    and that concludes the end of my reflection on attachment.
    It's the holidays now and I've got so much to do hahaha XDD
    Log on into facebook and I see so many upcoming events-
    genting trip, FOC, conventus etc etc.
    But I'm getting all hyped up for them,
    FOC in particular^^
    It's gonna be a blast yay!^^
    Especially when I'm with Daphy, VyVy and Meihong^^
    The TGIF session last night was awesome^^
    Always feel at ease when I'm with the girls(:
    Won't be seeing Daph for quite some time as she'll be flying to some many places over the holidays-
    Malaysia, KOREA, Batam, Bangkok, and our genting trip in between somewhere.
    OMG.
    This girl the money like water flowing out of the tap.
    Hahahaha but it's also good for us cause we'll have souvenirs from all over the place hahaha!
    She's gonna buy me the entire Nature Republic shop in Korea LOL XDD
    Ahhh I wanna go Korea too,
    which will happen soon.
    Cass's planning the trip,
    set on next summer.
    Gonna hafta save $$$ soon,
    but not until I clear my list for the holidays.
    Needa be shopping soon too omg.
    Excited yo :DD

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;