Heyyyyyyyyy~I'm like back again after a crazy 8 days.
Sad to say, I haven't gotten a good rest even after the end of attachments.
Everyday is just so...jam-packed with stuff.
Last Monday I had to return to school to hand in my attachment documents after which the 198 headed to Ikea for meatballs and salmon.
The potatoes were great, I like^^
I have a fetish for potatoes XDD
Hong had to leave early for her dental appointment so Daph and I continued our walk around Ikea and then left for Anchorpoint.
It was my first time there,
and I must say it's really not much of an attraction for shoppers cause it's so small.
But anyway,
I saw this star-shaped ring and it's so prettyyyyyyy~
Even though it's $19.80,
which is indeed way over-priced,
but I really had an urge to buy it.
In the end because I spent too much on food that day,
I didn't have enough to buy that ring :\
I still feel a tinge of regret till today lol.
Cause I probably wouldn't come across the same one again :\
Anyways,
after our walk in Anchorpoint,
we found a nice windy spot just outside the mall and sat down and chatted.
What had begun as normal conversations became a HTHT session...
In fact, I love HTHT sessions,
especially with the people I'm close to and care about.
I got to know abit more about Daph before we met in NUS.
I think people need more HTHT sessions to know ourselves better as well,
cause a friend can make you see yourself better than you can(:
So that more or less marks the end of my Monday(:
Tuesday was the day Alicia got admitted to the hospital.
I didn't go as mum doesn't want me to come home alone,
since she'll be staying over.
Honestly my mum was more drained than any of us last week actually.
She stayed over throughout Alicia's hospital stay and didn't catch enough sleep in the end.
Haix.
And I must admit that throughout the week I have my moments of frustration and anger.
Perhaps due to the feelings of helplessness,
or perhaps due to the sudden load of responsibilities that fell on my shoulders.
I guess, both.
I just wish she'll be stronger,
as in be more cheerful and positive,
so that we wouldn't be so worried and everything.
I know that having to undergo all these crap- the surgery and her recent stomach flu she contracted from don't-know-where, ain't easy,
but giving a smile once in a while isn't that difficult either...
Feeling downcasted doesn't help in the recovery at all.
At times I really don't know how to comfort her or even talk to her.
But even so,
as her sister I have that responsibility to care for her,
to talk sense into her.
Yet I cannot achieve that without feeling frustrated or angry,
since I can't see her doing anything for herself.
We can do everything for her but ultimately she's the key to her recovery.
I don't know if she understands it...
It makes caring for her difficult.
And I feel so sorry for my mum when she has to put on a happy face to cheer Alicia up,
when in the end all she got was unresponsiveness.
Haix.
And so we spent last week running in and out of the hospital.
She was finally discharged on Friday and we thought it would be easier now.
But a couple of nights ago she starting vomiting and had diarrhea.
I was like: die liao
So yesterday me and mum accompanied her to the clinic.
It was horrible.
As she's so weak we had to put her on a wheelchair.
So we pushed all the way to the clinic,
waited for at least 1.5 hours, without aircon,
and the best part is- it rained when we were about to go home.
Best.
What to do...
we had to walk under the rain then.
And when we got home I felt extremely unwell.
I already had flu and a sore throat the night before,
so I went to sleep.
When I woke up I had a fever already.
And so the whole of yesterday my mum had to care for 2 patients...
I was so worried I would fall sick or contract the stomach flu as I've got the first dry run for FOC tomorrow and it would take up the whole of tomorrow,
and I cannot afford to be sick.
But thankfully,
I'm feeling better this morning, except for a throat that is still sore,
and a newly discovered ulcer.
I'll survive.
Lol.
This seems like a pretty pathetic post.
I shall add some colours to it then:
Taken on Friday night when I dined out with Buddy @JP^^
Can you see what's the main focus of this photo?
This is epic, I like^^
Lol buddy, I'm very impressed with my skillz yo XDD
And then we decided to go for weird.
As we were somewhat embarrassed of doing the weird stuff inside,
we decided to do them outside kekeke :DD
Anyway the focus of this photo is the Boon Lay mrt sign >.<
I like the beancurd tangyuan;
couldn't resist not taking a photo with it lol XDD
I have no idea what happened O.o
Took this one so many times but didn't turn out right.
This is the closest to a good shot :DD
I like this too^^
The last photo taken that night- with Fairprice Extra yay XDD
And this marks the end of my Friday night(:
Pleasantly spent^^
Okiee I guess this has been a long enough post,
and I probably should end it here(:
Seeya all soon^^
Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities.
For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next.
But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly.
I came to be me on 10th June 1991.
Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying.
Family and friends are my life.
At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD
Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have.
Now you know how to make me happy.
I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart.
I'm majorly affected by the people around me.
Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse.
Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^
KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY 
