F.I.N.A.L.L.Y.This is really one heck of an attachment.
Honestly I don't know how to put this into words but seriously,
it is not only physically draining,
but mentally as well.
Each day i return home feeling like a zombie and feeling as if I would throw up any moment.
And,
the weather's not making things any better either.
There's no aircon and the fans are practically blowing out hot air.
When it rained yesterday I almost cried.
It was really a relief.
Finally the air got cooler.
I lost count of how many times I thanked God for the rain.
But when it got to the afternoon,
the sun shone with a vengeance.
I got bussick on my way home and ended up with a headache.
This is one external factor I cannot do anything about.
There's also the family members at home.
I wonder if it's just me being overly sensitive but I've been rather irritated with my sis lately.
It's nothing personal but sometimes it just irks me when she doesn't really take the initiative to help out with the household chores.
Andy, at the very least, would keep the clothes,
and then I would fold them.
But Alicia would just ignore and go back to doing her work,
even though she's supposed to be keeping them.
It's always been our routine to do so.
Sometimes she doesn't even have the initiative to go and bathe.
I understand that she has her own work to do, but face it,
everyone has their own workload to handle.
And housework is something we ought to be responsible for.
Sometimes I really don't know what to do.
When I try to set a good example for them,
they simply take advantage and assume that since I'm doing the chores,
they need not do anything.
Being the oldest is indeed a burden.
Sometimes I just want to leave everything and be on my own.
Haix I know this is just one of the mood swings I'm having,
so forget it.
Anyways,
as I was saying,
what made me really upset about this attachment was the environment itself.
There's too much I cannot openly mention here due to confidentiality.
"Wei qu" are the only words that I can use to describe the past 3 days.
I had been looking forward to this attachment for a long time,
but what awaits me is none other than disappointment.
Now I just hope that the following days pass on smoothly and that we'll all be safe.
I miss my girls too :(
Haven't seen daphy and vyvy tan around as we're on different shifts in different wards.
Can't wait for TGIF @IC next week.
I want to be away from all these shit.
LOL.
Is it just me or does the "Da wei" in Zhong wu yen resembles Changmin?
I think he does resembles him!
See see!
This is 曾少宗, the guy who act in the Zhong wu yen(:
And this is our Changmin^^
相似度 = 99% LOL
Look alike right omg!
Hahahaha!
Today save pictures save until my fingers tired haha.
Yes yes baby, you are number 1^^
Shall end here now!
I'll come back again tomorrow morning provided I don't oversleep hahaha XDD
I'm on pm shift tomorrow.
Fighting!!!^^
Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities.
For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next.
But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly.
I came to be me on 10th June 1991.
Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying.
Family and friends are my life.
At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD
Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have.
Now you know how to make me happy.
I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart.
I'm majorly affected by the people around me.
Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse.
Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^
KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY 
