<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

Photobucket KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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    Sunday, May 01, 2011


    10 THOUGHTS ON MY MIND RIGHT NOW:
    - I wish exams were over
    - The laksa today was way too spicy
    - Because of my slackism syndrome, I needa burn the midnight oil to study tonight
    - Family makes me happy, even though they could be annoying
    - For every minute I'm typing in here, I'm losing family time together
    - I want to watch alot alot alot of movies, the first being "Beastly"
    - My shoulders are aching again. Why are my shoulders aching?
    - KIM JAEJOONG
    - KIM JAEJOONG
    - KIM JAEJOONG
    Hahaha this man appears on my mind 3 times each second.
    I think I'm going crazy haha.
    But what to do,
    this man makes people go crazy over him >.<
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    "The pleasures of the mighty are the tears of the poor"
    -mjjeje

    KJJ is an inspiration hahaha XDD
    Don't know why,
    but it feels as though a long time has passed since I last used the laptop.
    Anyways,
    I've been slacking alittle bit too much these couple of days.
    It seems that the word "holiday" is a very powerful word,
    such that it can mislead you into thinking that you're gonna have all the time in the world.
    But the truth is,
    the holiday merely lasts for a day -.-"
    And today is a day I gave in to too many temptations.
    Apparently,
    the temptation to come online broke through my weak and futile resistance.
    I really, really need to work on that something called willpower-.-"
    *Shakes head*
    On the bright side,
    I cleared one set of notes.
    Ohh who am I kidding...
    "Bright" is definitely an overstatement.
    One set of notes across 3 days is not cool.
    I vow to finish the second set before I sleep,
    and I'm gonna stick by that vow,
    even if it means not sleeping.
    Humph.
    You're going down, Mr Physiology, you lousy piece of crap >.<
    I can't wait for the papers to be over,
    or at least the A&P paper.
    For me,
    exam stress hits the peak when it's in the middle.
    On one hand,
    I fear the results of the ones already taken,
    while on the other,
    I fear for my performance for the ones yet to be taken.
    Yes, I'm a very ironic person -.-"

    Ohh yes,
    I've been thinking a lot about my holidays.
    Even thought I know it's not good to be thinking about it now as I should save some brain power for stuff like dendrons, medulla, ampulla and blah blah blah...
    But sometimes it just can't be helped.
    It's like reaching for a mirage when you're dying of thirst in the middle of a hot desert.
    It gives you hope,
    even though yes, it's faraway >.<
    I think I'm gonna assign an ATAT someday during the holidays.
    Hahaha are you wondering what's ATAT is?
    Recently I found out HTHT actually means "Heart to heart talk"
    Omg I know Im slow.
    But yes, I'm usually slow at stuff like this.
    Took me like forever to figure TGIF -.-"
    Anyway, ATAT means Alina Tan's Alone Therapy.
    I figured I really need times like these.
    I'm definitely not an utter introvert but I guess sometimes you spend so much time with others you forget about the most important person- yourself.
    And I love being in the middle of the crowd with nobody knowing who I am.
    I even planned out my route for the day haha XDD
    It'll just be me, myself and I then(:
    Another reason for the anticipation of the holidays would be the awesome upcoming events!
    There's just so many I can't list everything here.
    It'll be a blast,
    or so I hope ^^
    The energy I used for revision,
    the time I burnt for the notes,
    the brain cells I murdered for the papers,
    the sleep I lost to all the studying,
    I'm gonna get it all back,
    by giving twice as much energy to playing during the hols hahaha :DD
    Alrighty,
    I shall end here before I get too carried away,
    which I think I already am XDD
    2 more papers to go Alina,
    YOU KNOW YOU GOT IT!
    And I'm happy to know that I'll be spending my next attachment with Cass again.
    Put a SUJU fan and a TVXQ fan together and you get insanity all over the place.
    And this time,
    we'll be working in the paeds department,
    meaning we'll get to mingle with the kids heheh!
    I think we'll fit perfectly well in there hahaha!
    Okok I really have to leave now!
    Byeeee peeps!^^

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;