Love
Love is when he looks at her and knows that she's the one.
Love is about growing and learning as one.
Love is about walking together on a common path.
Love is about understanding.
Love is about forgiving.
Love is when he holds onto her even when she's old and weak.
Love is when he caresses her hand even when they are dry and wrinkled.
Love is when he kisses her on the lips even when it's cracked and peeling.
Love is when he wakes up in the middle of the night for fear she's no longer around.
Love is when he tells her he would be there for her.
Love is letting her go first lest she feels the pain of separation.
Love is when they found joy not in life, but in the gaze of each other's eyes.
This is the love I witnessed in a mere few days of my attachment.
Some people take forever to pursue the lover of their dreams,
not realizing they may have overlooked the people they ought to have cherished.
Some people spend a lifetime seeking true love,
yet they never understood what true love means.
Once upon a time,
I believed.
I believed in true love;
that one day a man on a white horse would come sweeping me off my feet,
carrying me on his arms to the castle built on high grounds overseeing the seas.
Then when reality sank in I no longer believed.
Once upon a time,
my tears fell and my heart bled.
But right now,
I've seen it.
True love does exist.
And in this story,
it didn't occur between a princess and a prince.
It happened between a brave old man and an amazing old woman without teeth.
I believe true love exists in life,
and that it goes on even beyond death,
and death is but a temporal separation,
for one day, they'll reunite in a place called heaven.
The only regret I have is not being able to say goodbye to you in person.
May you rest in peace,
knowing that you've got a really amazing husband.
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It's only been one week and I already feel as if I've disconnected from the world.haven't been going on twitter,
haven't been visiting facebook,
haven't been fangirling,
haven't been posting.
Even the weekends seems to pass by in a haste,
as if there'll never be enough time to spend.
Sighs.
Anyways,
I've got photos to post!
They were taken on my grandma's birthday heehee ;)))
The birthday cake(:
I don't exactly fancy fruit cake,
but grandmama likes it haha :DD
The lighted birthday cake(:
^^
May happiness find you wherever you shall go.
<333
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Initially I had thought attachment was hard to bear.
And my opinion still hasn't changed.
Attachment IS hard to bear.
And sometimes I get so tired I feel the world caving in.
But thank god,
I have these;
simple things which kept me going:
1. Mummy's love
I don't need the best.
Because I already have the best.
Thank you Mum(:
2. My peers in attachment.
Because there're too many I can't possibly post everyone's photos here.
But deep down I'm thankful.
Even if it's a minor encouragement or a light pat,
I'm thankful,
for at least I know we're in this together(:
3. My peers outside attachment.
Sometimes a simple message lights up my day and wears that tiredness away(:
I'm thankful for that just the same.
And also,
I hope a dear friend of mine will be able to make a decision she deems best for herself.
I am not in the position to say what's right,
for there're no such thing as a right decision to make.
But I can hope for the best,
and let you know that regardless of what decision you make,
I am with you till the end(:
And lastly,
4. My energy boost-
especially that man in the middle.
Those articles had heartache written all over it.
But it just shows I wasn't wrong in loving you lol.
Be strong KJJ!
Lol.
This boy made me wanna fly to Korea so badly this morning, like for real.
Ais.
I know it's quite impossible.
But still...
I really wanna see him...
Jae why are you so far away?
Before I end off,
here's a photo I'll like to share with you people.
Lol.
My stuffed toys on death roll XDD
LOL.
Nahh they were just enjoying the sun,
on a bamboo stick>.<
Lol.
I'm heading off for dinner(:
I'm also sad that it's a Monday,
but still,
turn that frown upside down,
life goes on.
Have a great week ahead people,
it'll be over before you know it(:
P.S. I WANT A KIM JAE JOONG, CAN???
Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities.
For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next.
But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly.
I came to be me on 10th June 1991.
Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying.
Family and friends are my life.
At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD
Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have.
Now you know how to make me happy.
I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart.
I'm majorly affected by the people around me.
Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse.
Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^
KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY 
