LOL.I was thinking of a way to start this post but ultimately decided to just go along with whatever's on my mind.
So as you can see,
it started with a "LOL",
like literally.
I just watched Running Men on the new korean channel- ONE and this is one effing funny variety show-
one of the reasons which makes my Fridays so awesome haha XDD
And the best thing is,
the next episode will feature HOMIN :DD
and I can't wait hahaha XDD
It feels different watching it on my lappy and on the TV >.<
The bottom line is,
I just can't wait for next Friday!
But I know that I'd probably be out with the girls celebrating the end of our final paper,
so I'm gonna record it instead! XDD
Lol.
My playlist can officially change its name to TVXQ as most of the shows recorded are in some way related to them LOL.
I was so effing happy when I recorded TVXQ's Love in the Ice performance on M Countdown the other day.
I was so happy I couldfly hahahaha!
Ade Jung, one day you should come my house and we can like sit down there and fangirl,
and watch, and eat, and drool, and watch, and eat, and drool, and fangirl :DD
Hahaha!
Anyways, I'm pretty satisfied with how the day progressed today,
even though there wasn't much to do.
But I guess that's the significance of it-
simply slacking and doing nothing.
Sometimes you just find pleasure in things like these.
Recently I've been doing much thinking,
especially with regards to the friends I have now.
The other day i accidentally deleted all my contacts in the handphone.
I panicked.
It was a foolish move but come to think of it,
I think my foolishness served its purpose.
I thought back at it and realize that perhaps it's a good thing afterall.
It gave me an opportunity to reorganize my circle of friends.
I can happily say that I used to have over 100 contacts stored in my phone,
that is, before my act of deleting them away.
But then again, how many of these contacts do I really keep in contact?
I can say, not much.
And some of them aren't even people worth to be friends with.
7 years have been far too long;
it took me 7 years to see your true colours;
7 years to accept that you're such a person;
and 7 years to learn that I've always believed in the wrong person.
From a friend,
to a confidante,
to someone I felt I could give my heart to,
to a stranger,
to a "I don't know how to describe our relationship today".
I think we've gone through too many unnecessary stages.
It would have sufficed if we had stayed at Stage 1.
Things would have been a whole lot better,
and I swear I would have been way happier.
I never really blamed anyone for that event which changed my perception of so many things.
But recently I found out too much.
And one of the worst being you'll never change.
Even after going through another phase of your life,
you've not changed.
And you're not going to change.
You're still the same you-
the same immature, selfish you.
Do you really find pleasure in making the people around you fools?
I guess you honestly do.
I used to have complete trust in you,
hoping that everything I heard around me are just bias presumptions and that you're not the person they describe you to be.
But now, even I have felt it for myself.
After that event I honestly tried to trust you again,
believing that we could at least be friends.
But what you did seriously threw away every ounce of hope I had left in you.
For someone who was once important to me,
you're now just somebody I see when I meet up with a huge group of friends.
I cannot decide who should be in my life,
but I definitely no longer want to be in yours.
So before I suffer another disappointment,
I had better leave yours.
The point is, it's never too late to kick a bad person out of your life!
You can try and try again, but when you know it's hopeless,
you'd know it's time to end.
It's a new beginning everyday! XDD
Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities.
For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next.
But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly.
I came to be me on 10th June 1991.
Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying.
Family and friends are my life.
At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD
Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have.
Now you know how to make me happy.
I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart.
I'm majorly affected by the people around me.
Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse.
Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^
KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY 