Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

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Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

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Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I'm pissed, and I gotta get this off my chest.

I know I'm in no position whatsoever to say this,

but I don't like it when my friend(s) get scolded for no reason,

and even more so,

by someone totally unrelated.

Isn't this just ridiculous?

You don't have the right to say shit about anyone else when you yourself needs some reflecting to do.

Even I, as a bystander, cannot put up with all the nonsense you're giving,

So I honestly applaud those around you,

for withstanding the hell you put them through,

especially that person you claim you love and cannot live without.

*faints*

Drama much.

And from the way I see it,

the number of people who are really true to you are far less than the number of fingers on my hands.

You don't know anything about cherishing don't you?

I understand that there're all kinds of people in this world.

And it's okay, I can live with that.

But it's not okay when you mess with my friend.

Like seriously, some people just have the mindset that the world revolves around themselves.

What's worse is, they manipulate people to follow suit,

to behave and live the way they would like them to.

Isn't this just scary?

And if you hadn't done that to my friend,

perhaps I would have felt a tinge of sympathy towards you,

but now I just realize you don't deserve even the respect a normal human being ought to have,

cause no one in the right mind would have done what you did.

But you're a little manipulative freak aren't you?

I don't give a damn for what you do,

but keep your hands off my friend.

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Current mood= None

I have no mood for anything :\

The day has been progressing rather awkwardly.

From the moment I woke up it was destined to be a lousy day.

In the morning I had this nauseous feeling going on and because of that I got bussick.

Thankfully Daph got me sour plums and I went for the paper.

It's MIC today and this time,

I honestly have no confidence whatsoever.

It's one effing difficult paper man.

I'm really afraid of having to repeat the module next sem,

which I really, really don't wish to cause it'll only add to my workload :(

Ais.

Just when I thought I'll be able to do better this sem,

this boulder has to come along and bring everything down.

I'm like sad now :(

But still,

I know there's a time to be upset and there's a time to stand up again.

I'll go study for maternity afterwards,

which is my next paper,

taking place on Friday.

2 down, 3 to go!

-With All My Heart, Alina ;