Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Thursday, March 17, 2011

A woman loves you.
That woman loves you wholeheartedly.
She follows you around like a shadow every day.
She smiles but is actually crying.

How much longer do I have to look at you, alone.
This love that came like wind,
This miserable love,
If I continue this, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer, just a little bit.
Please don’t step back
I, the one who love you,

is still next to you.
That woman is crying.

That woman is very shy
So she learnt how to smile
Her heart is so full of tears,
She can't even share her story with her best friend

That's why, that woman loved you
Cause you were just like her, another fool.
Yet another fool
Please give me a hug before you leave me

I want to be loved, dear.
That's all I wanted
She shouts, just in her heart,
just in her heart.
No one can hear her
but that woman is still next you

Do you know that
I am that woman?

You don't do you?

Because you are just a fool.

How much,
How much longer
Do I have to love you like this?

This love that is like a fool
This miserable love

Would you love me?

That woman, who loves you is still next you

I thought it'll be okay by now.

But no, it's not.

What more should I do to hide away?

How long should I wait?

How many times should I repeat to myself,

it's not worth it.

If only memories were like microchips.

Cheap, dispensable and easily forgotten.

Yet, they have to be the exact opposite-

priceless, precious and permanent.

Sometimes I wish I hadn't done the things I did,

hadn't said the things I said,

and perhaps things wouldn't turn out this way

and perhaps today I would've been okay.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;