<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

Photobucket KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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    Saturday, January 08, 2011


    Intended to post after I came home last night,
    but I went to sleep instead.
    The inspiration's just not there,
    and I don't like to write without the ability to express myself properly XD
    Anyway,
    I went Sentosa last evening!
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    It was my first time taking a tram from Vivocity into Sentosa!
    It was an ordinary ride,
    but the experience was exciting nevertheless(:
    In case you're unaware,
    I went into Sentosa for the BBQ organized by our nursing mates.
    There was a chalet actually,
    but I didn't stay-
    couldn't afford the money,
    couldn't afford the time :\
    It's been a long time since I entered Sentosa.
    I remember the previous trip I made was around this time last year.
    I came down with Ivan to help his friend book a chalet.
    There had been changes made to the place since then.
    I think I ought to come down again one day :D
    Didn't eat much at the BBQ as the food was mostly spicy.
    But still,
    I had a good time(:
    Hongz couldn't come as she had to care for her parents so there was only Daph, Ivy and myself.
    Spent most of our time at the beach, which was empty, much to our surprise XD
    I can hardly remember the last time I went to a beach at night,
    but the feeling's splendid.
    Watching the waves hit the shore and the breeze touch your skin-
    I haven't felt so much at peace for a long time.
    Because we didn't had much for dinner,
    the 3 of us headed to Vivo for ice-cream @ Ben & Jerry's.
    But it was too late at night and the shop was closed,
    so we went to have Mac instead :D
    After an ice cream cone and fries,
    we rushed off to catch the last train.
    We ran like lunatics~
    Thankfully I had a smooth journey home and all was well(:
    As for the incident I don't think most of you will know about,
    it's no longer an issue of concern(:
    I'm glad we are able to stay that way(:
    And that marked the end of my Friday(:

    And although I set my alarm to sound @ 8.30am this morning,
    I got up only @ 11 -.-"
    It's as if I'm trying to make up for all the insufficient sleep I know I'll get when school reopens.
    So my mind's telling my body to rest more now lol XDD
    Anyways,
    I went to use the laptop after I had breakfast.
    But it was only 15 minutes before I shut it down again.
    Too much drama.
    No wonder they say the entertainment industry's a scary place.
    Friends can turn to foes.
    Truths can be twisted into such lies.
    It's sad.
    I feel as if I'm watching a kingdom crumble and fall.
    A kingdom, which was once so strong, so powerful,
    seems so fragile right now.
    And the soldiers,
    who were once so loyal, so united,
    has now divided into different groups.
    Some left,
    others stayed,
    some waiting to watch how things will unfold at the end of the day,
    some chose to believe and keep the faith.
    But one thing's for sure,
    the numbers have changed.

    Does it matter who's right and who's wrong?
    Is it really that important?
    Will knowing the truth change your love for them?
    I think the important thing to note is the reason you started in the first place.
    Fan wars should stop, it's exhaustive to everyone.

    I think sometimes we just need one person to stand up and speak for what's right,
    not who's right.
    Thank you to the PD who stood up to finally say something worth listening to.

    That's all for the fangirl side of me,
    I don't think she's very happy lately,
    considering all the chaos that's going on in the fandom.
    I'll be switching to being a schoolgirl pretty soon.
    Gonna have my notes printed by tonight.
    Hopefully I can clear all of them tonight and get this load off my chest.
    I'm hoping(:

    Haha!
    I just had to upload this:
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    Went Bugis with Buddy Wong the other day-
    a problem-free day^^

    The following photos might be hazardous to health.
    Take caution.

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    There's a meaning to this photo!

    The above can be considered normal photos.
    As for those that follows,
    hmmm...

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    When you look (poke) me in the eyes~

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    Retard level: Moderate
    I don't know why I agreed to this... LOL

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    I suggested this posture after having taken the one above.
    Retard level: Dangerously high

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    No need to check,
    I think we did have a fever...

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    Retard level: Off the charts
    Buddy, I think this image suits you very much^^

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    This is one EPIC photo.
    Best.
    Hahaha!
    Let's go out again soon buddy!^^

    I wish I had more time to spend with you people.
    Hopefully, I'll be able to achieve this in the next holiday(:

    Before I end off,
    Ade Jung,
    I'm hoping you'll stay optimistic regardless of what you may face(:
    I know your problems are not those that can be resolved overnight,
    so give the matter some time,
    I know it'll eventually work out(:
    Even though school's starting and I won't have as much time on my hands now,
    I'll be keeping you in thought.
    Take care and we'll meet up soon!(:

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;