Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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4E1`07
NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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DESIGNER: ice angel

Brushes: aethereality.net

Saturday, December 25, 2010

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!^^

Hope you people out there are having a good time or have had a good time today^^

I know I did(:

Went to visit my grandmother who lives in Serangoon today(:

I remember the last time we visited was on Deepavali and I realize we only get to visit her on special occasions like public holidays.

The next time we see her again will probably be Chinese New Year then.

It feels sad to have a family member living such a distance away:(

Sometimes I wish she could be living closer to us,

so that we can visit her more often and spend more time together.

She lives alone, with the maid and my older cousin,

who doesn't seem to spend much time at home:\

Only today did I found out that she fell a couple of days ago...

On a lighter note,

Tada!

My dinner today:

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There was crab (awesome stuff!), eggs, chicken etc etc!

Yum Yum!^^

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I wanted to take a good shot of each dish but was already drooling by the time I took the second one.

So, sorry! XDD

Although whenever we visit I'll complain of boredom because there is no laptop for me to use, no internet access and no awesome SCV programmes,

there is one thing that that I cannot find elsewhere- my popo(:

So the time's wellspent, nevertheless(:

I saw how age has caught up with her today,

with the backaches and sores-

she couldn't even bear to stand for long.

Yet, each time we come to visit,

she'll put on a cheery face and cook up the dishes we love.

Today, she was saying how glad she was that we finished the food.

I saw how easy it was for us children,

to make our parents happy,

simply by appreciating the effort.

And sometimes, happiness is that simple.

And buddy,

sorry I couldn't turn up today.

I hope you had fun though(:

Don't know why but my inspiration's draining away.

I do have much thoughts in my mind that I hope to express but something just seems to be in the way.

So I guess I should end here for now.

I'll probably be posting more again tomorrow,

it's 26th Dec.

Goodnight everybody(:

P.S:

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The other 2 are busy enjoying the festive season without him XD

-With All My Heart, Alina ;