Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Monday, December 20, 2010

Alina's back(:
I know I hadn't really been myself lately.
But I guess things have gone back to the way they were before since the moment I woke up this morning.
It's like waking up from a deep sleep,
so much so that yesterday feels really far away,
which is a good thing,
because I don't intend on looking back again(:
Despite having said so,
I guess this incident has changed me, or at least some part of me.
One thing's for sure, I've learnt to accept what I cannot change.
And accepting that fact makes all the difference.
Even though the heart feels bitter at times,
I've learnt to cope(:
It wasn't anyone else's fault.
I had issues and I imposed it on my family,
thinking that they should feel as awful as I did,
but I never knew it would in the end make myself feel worse than before.
I guess I was the one who hadn't understood.
But now I do.
And if it's possible, I won't let it happen again(:
They say, "sorry" seems to be the hardest word,
but I guess there are words even harder to say,
so I'm sorry,
for causing this and making the people who care worry unnecessarily.
I will be more mature than before and learn to think more,
not for myself only but for others as well.
And the incident also made me realize how much I needed friends.
To the people who's been there for me,
not only during this period but in other difficult times as well,
thank you(:
Words alone aren't enough to say how much I cherish each and every one of you,
for this can only be proven through time and effort,
and I'm guessing we will have a lot of that,
because these are the people whom I'll be spending forever with.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;