Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Friday, November 19, 2010

Lol.
2 hours on the laptop and have achieved nothing.
the nursing theories and models are making my eyes hurt and my head spin.
ohh right, i did achieve something- immense headache that is.
it's so bad i can't even listen to music on my headache,
it's as if every note makes my head throb.
ahh what a wasted morning >.<
i was expecting some major accomplishment since i woke up at 6 this morning.
thought i'll do some studying on the net but looks like that failed, miserably.
too many words, too little motivation.
i still prefer reading from hard copies.
the net is meant for happier things,
i don't like to involve "work" into it haha XD
ais anyways this paper is really giving me a hard time,
even though it's an open book one-.-"
i'll say that the department heads have done wonderfully.
even with an open book examination,
students are stressed over it and much more than that,
we are even studying for it!
and because of this,
i've been feeling so damn uneasy everynight before i sleep,
thinking if i've printed the right stuff and been reading the right things.
i felt like i could die.
what's worse is that the paper's 60% and when i looked at the questions,
i thought it was from a different module-.-"
yeahh it's that bad.
somehow it hit me that going for PIP lectures for a semester was a waste of time seriously.
i could've went to the library, zap some books, and the outcome would still be the same.
bleahh >.<
with that,
i shall end here, before i go on ranting about my Active Ageing paper next friday,
which i have absolutely no idea what is it about since we don't have anything proper to study from in the first place!
gosh.
no wonder they say university is different.
the only difference is that you don't get to learn.
exam papers don't get returned.
there're no worksheets for practice.
zzz i don't know what am i studying for...
the knowledge or the degree?

-With All My Heart, Alina ;