<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

Photobucket KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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    DESIGNER: ice angel


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    Tuesday, November 30, 2010


    It's 2am and I can't get to sleep,
    despite having woke up at 5.30 this morning.
    I guess it's the work of the coffee i had earlier.
    took the risk and drank coffee at 9 plus 10 awhile ago.
    but it's alright.
    im indulging in this peacefulness of the night.
    no interruptions, no other distractions.
    and more than that,
    it's a time i can settle down and think.
    it's been a great day, more or less.
    managed to control myself relatively well in the afternoon and studied till 4pm before i succumbed to the weariness and drifted off to my bed.
    woke up at 5.30, showered and went off to give tuition.
    came home later in the night and somehow that self-control faded completely.
    nonetheless i managed to complete what i had set out to complete, with a lot more self control.
    came online at 11 plus, though i mentioned in the afternoon i probably won't come in tonight.
    but yeahh...the power of my jae...can't say no.






    Sometimes you're just yearning to see this someone so much you'd think your heart would stop.
    And when you finally get to see this someone, you'd think of the pain behind all these and the burden you can't help sharing,
    And that's when your heart starts aching.



    Recently, I've seen those around me despair over the many adversities of life.
    I think, we all need to be reminded of the possibilities we can achieve.
    So for the people I love, who are undergoing difficult times and feeling like you can't go on further,
    have a little faith in yourself and keep believing.

    Sometimes all you need is hope,
    hope for a better tomorrow;
    hope for the strength to keep sorrows at bay;
    hope to the end.

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;