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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

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    Thursday, September 23, 2010


    some people simply have the natural talent of causing misery.
    good for you.

    is it just me or the hormones' doing that im feeling so glummy? ><
    major shift of mood from my previous post.
    it had been a great wednesday until late evening.
    someone just went beyond my line and im grumpy since.
    i snapped at my dad, snapped at my mum, snap snap snap.
    i tried to tell myself that it's no big deal,
    maybe sometimes people don't mean it,
    or it's just a mere slip of tongue,
    and that i should be taking it easy.
    but i've been taking it easy for far too long.
    sometimes i wonder if it's worth doing the things i did.
    so much so that sometimes appreciation and advantageous are somewhat the same.
    but people seems to like the latter more.
    we are such ugly creatures;(

    haven't done any studying today ><
    but completed my interview for PIP @Novenathis morning,
    which is why im feeling so damn sleepy now.
    and im partly blogging to prevent myself from dozing off with nothing better to do than to look at the black TV screen and feeling pathetic for myself.
    btw i waiting for the clock to strike 3,
    when i head back to anatomy, which i did not cover this morning.
    sleep and everything else will have to wait.

    i just went to open the door for andy.
    and within 10 seconds i feel my happiness level soar.
    he's the one person who can do it.
    even if it's some random comment,
    he can make me happy with that^^

    anyways im going off to study now,
    hope that the next post will be plastered with an entirely different mood,
    that is, an uplifting one.





    me: what will you do if someone told you "to use your brains"?
    andy: i'll say i'll use them when you start using yours.
    me: lol.

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;