<body> Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

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Photobucket Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

Photobucket KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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    Friday, July 09, 2010


    IM BACK(:
    and the camp's been awesome(:
    shall not elaborate on the details for i guess there'll be loads of photos coming up...soon(:
    i had a really good time(:
    and surprisingly, it has changed certain aspects of me, in a way.
    for one,
    i've learnt to be less dependent.
    for a long time now,
    i've always been living within the comfort zone,
    with people that i can rely and depend on.
    however this time, im alone, going someplace unfamiliar, meeting new faces.
    certainly there are times when i felt lost and helpless,
    but that's the time when i had to learn to let go and approach.
    and im glad i did so,
    or i'll never know.
    cause sometimes when the circumstances leave you with no choice,
    it's where you find yourself gaining new heights.
    and what's most important is,
    i know that the road ahead's not gonna be a bed of roses, surely.
    but it's made me more certain than ever, that i want this,
    even though im quite sure that there will be a million times when i want to give up.
    i've chose this.
    also, i've probably grown stronger.
    emotionally and most certainly physically (considering all the body aches im having now T.T)
    andy was impressed with my new found muscles btw XD
    i'll have to buck up on this though.
    and finally,
    the guys in nursing are so very different from what i had expected >.<
    not in terms of looks.
    i mean, when you've met guys with that degree of maturity,
    appearances become secondary. (but a majority are goodlooking ones, i must say)
    now i know why they say guys after army are different.
    maybe yes, maybe not.
    but either way, im impressed.

    anyway after camp it's like im being pulled back into reality.
    yupp and the first sign of that was my work. >.<
    my boss had been in a way, torturing my colleague.
    my mum was telling me to resign immediately,
    in case he doesn't give me my salary after the two weeks.
    (he has a long history for that)
    but i couldnt bear to leave my friend behind,
    especially after seeing how stressed she was working.
    also, i've given my word,
    i wouldnt back out, even though i really want to.
    my contract has hit the dateline anyway.
    whatever.
    i'll just pull through that few days.
    i'll be taking alot of leaves too.
    cause i'll need to return to campus to help in the preparations for RAG day:)

    anyway i woke up this morning to find myself bruised and tattered lol.
    i have 2 blue-blacks on my elbows, one on each.
    one on my knee.
    slight abrasions on my knees and major ones on my thigh and butt,
    considering that we literally dragged ourselves on our butts across the field doing the caterpillar walk.
    so im kinda damaged now T.T
    LOL.
    and i now possess a record-breaking 12 hours of sleep for 3 nights.
    didnt really sleep on the last night.
    went out to the pub in holland v with the group to catch the match between germany and spain.
    i didnt know soccer matches could get so high when you watch it outside. >.<
    but now i can feel a fever coming.
    the headaches's been on and off.
    guess i need to rest.

    that's all for today.
    i'll probably post more when the photos come in.
    PEACE(:

    -With All My Heart, Alina ;