Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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2E1`05 4E1`07
NUS NURSING
BUDDY
AIKSONG
BEETENG
BOONYANG
CHUANLIANG
DINGSIAN
CINDY
ERVIN
GUOTING
HONGJIE
HUILI
IRA
JEAN
JINWEN
JINXIAN
JINYI
JOCELYN
JUNRI
KARYAN
KELLIE
LUTING
MADELEINE
MINGHAO
OLIVIA
QIAN
REUBEN
SAMANTHA
SHAWN
SHENN
SHIQI
SHIRLEY
SOOKYING
STELLA
TAOYAN
TOMMY
VANICE
WEIFANG
WEIJIE
WEIXIAN
WENDY
XUANXIN
YANGMENG

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Sunday, July 04, 2010

i know i must have mentioned this a million times already;
but, for the last time, in blogger:
i am effing nervous about the camp tomorrow.
there is no doubt at all that im going alone and alone is all im gonna be feeling,
at least until i reach my destination,
which till right now,
im still quite unsure where. =X
yepp as i was saying, alone is all im gonna be feeling,
next to panic and stupid.
the worst thing is,
i just found out that we dont have blankets lehh,
which is torturous for me because i cannot sleep without a blankey man!
im terribly afraid of the cold and i lose my sense of security when i dont have a blanket over me. :'(
i considered taking mine along but it'll probably only make me feel stupid-er;
like which joker will bring a blanket to camp man.
(scarely later really got people bring =X)
but despite having said all that,
i know (deep deep down) that everything will turn out fine,
just like how it did in all my previous camps.
you go in not knowing anybody,
you come out friends with (most of) everybody.
it's just that i am dangerously paranoid and hence the stress.
in any case,
i hope i dont die of embarrassment (because i tend to say really weird stuff when im nervous, i know)
or more possibly,
the cold cold nights. :/

anyway,
caught eclipse yesterday.
not much to say.
2.5 stars for the plot.
3 stars for the fight scenes.
3.5 stars for occasional laughs.
4 stars for edward's pretty face.
4.5 stars for jacob's abs.
caution: avoid taking meals beforehand for all the lovetalk will set your stomach churning.
that's about it.

and celebrated buddy's (advance) birthday at pepper lunch,
where we had out dinner.
hahah pepper dinner.
lol.
anyway pepper lunch is not the best choice for birthday celebrations i must say;
no lighters, no plates, and not very much forks i guess.
but despite the screw-ups (sorry buddy!!!),
it was the funniest birthday celebration i ever witnessed XD
i hope you'll enjoy your day as much,
even though i can't be there with you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY:)

it was and gonna be a well spent day for me;
washed the hamsters' cages, blogged, will be watching vampire diaries, will be playing monopoly with my family.
it can't be a better sunday,
unless damon suddenly pops out and sweeps me off my feet XD

i probably should end here.
havent pack my camp stuff yet (strangely, part of me doesnt really want to)
and gotta bid a teary byebye to my comfortabble, warm bed with BLANKETS :'(
you'll hear from me 5 days later :)

miss me when i'm gone!

-With All My Heart, Alina ;