Underneath The Smile, The Pain Resides

THE GIRL

Arrived a gemini with a great deal of divided personalities. For one thing, I can laugh at one moment and be upset the next. But Im not the hardest person to get along with, certainly. I came to be me on 10th June 1991. Spent the last nighteen years of my life in attempts to piece myself together, and is still desperately trying. Family and friends are my life. At least that's the way it is till a boyfriend comes along XD Anyway, icecream's my addiction, my medicine, my must-have. Now you know how to make me happy. I dont need expensive gifts I just want a true heart. I'm majorly affected by the people around me. Can't say if it's a blessing or a curse, 'cause the little things people do can either make my day or simply make it worse. Just give me a smile, and I'll return one to you^^

KimJaeJoong: My Prince, MY Love, MY JAEBABY

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Friday, July 16, 2010

i had an extrememly fcuked up day.
im sorry but that's the only word just enough to describe my day.
it wasnt like that initially.
i went to work with a somewhat pleasant mood.
i honestly tried to make the day as pleasant as possible.
but things just want to go the other way.
the spark was when i got ticked off by my freaking boss.
because?
because i need to take 2 hours off from work on monday to go to a charity movie screening.
and what the hell did he say?
"CAN YOU BE MORE UNDERSTANDING?
CAN'T YOU SEE THE SITUATION NOW?
WE'RE LACK OF TEACHERS AND I HAVEN'T POST THE ADVERTISEMENT.
I PLEASE YOU TEACHERS THEN WHO PLEASE ME?
I DON'T KNOW LAHH"
then there i was, staring at him as if logic is no longer existent.
like what the hell.
when have i become the not understanding one?!
if i had been an ounce less understanding,
i would have resigned 2 months into my job when i was scolded because of "poor upbringing"
i would not have agreed into helping him do up the notice board,
which mind you, is not within my job scope.
i would not have went down to the centre as and when he messaged me.
i would not have sat there like a fool listening to his "godly" philosophies.
i must have been the most not-understanding idiot for the past 6 months.
and number 2.
i have my own situation to deal with can.
im taking leave not for my own pleasure.
it's my course event.
excuse me, you're not the only one with issues old man.
AND HELLO, IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU HAVENT POST UP AN AD FOR TEACHERS WHEN I'VE TOLD YOU LIKE AN EFFING MONTH AGO THAT IM LEAVING!
AND IT'S CERTAINLY NOT MY FAULT THAT NONE OF THE TEACHERS YOU EMPLOY LAST TOO LONG.
anyway i just messaged him that im taking 2 hours off again next thursday because it's registration day.
should the reply be unfriendly, then it's byebye to you mr i-am-the-best-but-i-can-be-such-an-ass
honestly, im not usually that mean.
i can swear that i try to look at the good side of people and let it override the bad side.
but this time, im just sorry.
to add to this,
i spent an effing 20 minutes waiting for the freaking 99 bus.
this isnt the first time im cross with the efficiency of 99.
i ended up walking home with cramps and feeling extremely hungry
ahh whatever.
today's just not my day.
but i feel so much better venting it out.
im good now.
and that marks the end to my stupiddd day.

-With All My Heart, Alina ;